UnFeLt_PaiN

Busy DATING

2010-08-31T08:59:00.000-07:00

Ohh well..a picture paints a thousand words..

Happy 1st year ssp :D

& R.I.P dead blog. (closing it for good now)

Who Knew?

2010-04-24T08:16:00.000-07:00

Year 3 just started and a shitload of stuff happened already..

idk who still reads this dead space..but anw..it doesn really matter.

1st of all.i wanna say i didn mean to not ans ur call..it jus so happens that each and everytime u call.i was away from the phone..i cant bring myself to the appointment with you today.i'm sorry about that.but in ur words. i hope this doesn affect our friendship.

Secondly..i am just wondering.. thats all.

Just Close Your Eyes

2010-01-31T09:47:00.000-08:00

Something seems to be missing from this photo...

Gah. projs projs and more projs.
Meant to post this earlier but projs kept me busyyyy.
Still better late than nvrrr.

Happy 5th month girl :)

Inconsolable

2010-01-24T01:31:00.000-08:00

28..29..30

There i'm done for today.

58..59..60

This is what i owe you.

I never liked being on the losing end of a deal. I never liked to be threatened too.
but if i cannot get your understanding.i rather we end this misery.
when you can only see things that i didn do.theres no point in telling you things that i've done.
theres no point in restricting you from going anywhere. if i can see from your eyes. you yearn to go.theres no point in calling you twice a day.when u only can rmb that i didn called for the 3rd time.theres no point in apologizing..if the same thing is going to happen again.theres no point in saying things will be better tmr. if your heart aint keen in making things right.

all i wanna say is.i am prepared for the worse in 7 days time.you can bring up any request you want.

i dont deserve that word from you little girl.
this is it.
i am washing my hands off ur affair.
you can die outside for all i care.

great start to 2010 dont you think so?

And with this vow Forever has now begun

2009-12-22T10:02:00.000-08:00

CT is finally O-V-E-R

time to chill before dedicating myself back to the hectic 2nd half of the semester.

so while i sit back and enjoy the dying moments of year 2009..

here are my new year resolutions for 2010

1) I will work harder
2) I will continue doing my tutorials
3) I will try to go for lectures
4) I will sleep earlier
5) I will go gym on a regular basis
6) I will start jogging again
7) I will blog more
8)I will grow up and be more mature
9) I will better manage my anger
10) I will try to make all of those above happen

#10 is the most impt one of all people!

Merry Xmas and have a Wonderful year ahead people!! :D

p.s. Esmond u are relinked!

So I try to find the words that I could say

2009-11-30T08:01:00.000-08:00

Dinner-ed @ POPEYES

Happy 3rd mth :)

Planet Earth Turns Slowly

2009-11-26T09:55:00.000-08:00

Duhhh Hello????

Just wondering..who is still reading this dead blog eh? hahahaha!

Fireflies

2009-11-11T09:28:00.000-08:00

4th week into the 4th sem.
Gotta start on proj soon.
Oh. & i need to start going for lecture againzxzxz.

Gonna end this post with pictures of my recent outings.

HOHO. I LOVE THE MERLION!!(Y)

hahaha!!!!

KTV 11/11/09

Wish you were here Alan. ahah

but anw.. happy bday bro! aaha

All About You

2009-11-01T07:53:00.001-08:00

TWO BABY TWO!!!

hahah! wads copy? :P

but anws. happy 2nd mth my nerdy girl :D

Bad Day

2009-10-15T21:43:00.000-07:00

Where is a listening ear when you need one?

lol. why did i even think about heading there aft work.

i mean. i was the one who said not to meet today.

f it.

you took my heart away

2009-10-08T07:56:00.000-07:00

1 more week to the end of internship!
1 more week to the sch reopen!

Work dont seem to have an end to it.
We have been doing the same shit for weeks now & they jus keep coming back. sian much?
It really doesn help when some loser had to rub it in by implemending stupid rules and dumb regulations. Seriously. His management of staff just sucks
Finally aft 6 weeks on the job. I am able to make a close full time staff friend there.oh well. at least not all the TGB staffs are.erm.unfriendly? :)
ok lah.slp time

its funny how life makes a joke out of us isn it?
i've been looking for someone who is caring,who understands me well,who can fit in well with my clique well,who I feel comfortable being with.Its funny how i can spend time looking high and low for her when she's been by my side all these while. Its just that i've been looking in the wrong direction.

Tonight's gonna be A good night

2009-09-26T11:46:00.001-07:00

lmao time spend on train aft dinner ytd.

decided not to upload this video up on fb cos it too dumb liao. so yea. upload here lor. heheh

give me my pay already!!

One Step Closer to The Edge

2009-09-24T21:41:00.000-07:00

=/

feeling quite fucked up now.
shit sia.
this feeling is damn weird.damn uncomfortable.

1 Way 2 Say 3 Words 4 You

2009-09-21T09:16:00.001-07:00

Like finally. Blogger works. lol

ok i've forgotten bout all the stuff i wana blog about. but yea. just blogging to keep this space alive

recent updates:

took 3 day mc in a week (zai hor?) lol
tang's back frm china
drinking session with tang & co @ mervin hse
3 weeks of internship g..4 more weeks to go.zzz

I know this may sound unbelievable. but. I CANT WAIT FOR THE HOLIDAYS TO END.

haha

Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine

2009-09-06T09:52:00.000-07:00

ok. so blogger doesn allow me to upload photos....-.-

anw alot of stuff happened since my last post. wanna elaborate in details here. but abit lazy.lmao. alot of changes since the genting trip. some..for the better :)

anw jus a brief summary of my life:

1) Genting 3D2N trip
2) Dinner with 4B & ms ng @ nyny
3) Dinner @ fish & co
4) Dinner @ bedok
5) Dinner @ PS + drinking @ obar
6)Drinking @ GQ hse
7)2D1N stay @ Ascott SG

haii internship all this while too

i need a longer break!!! arghhh

Dont care what is written in history
As long as you are here with me

We have seasons in the sun :)

2009-08-26T08:11:00.000-07:00

BOOOM!

Exams are finally over. idk why i cant seem to be able to upload photos on blogger. oh well.when i can i'll edit this post.

Genting in bout 7 hrs time.
My plan is to dota till morning before meeting brenda to go tgt :D
Others have plans like majong until morning? lol
anw. i'm sure we're gonna have loads of fun..so for now

goodbye SINGAPORE. HARLOW GENTING!!

Because a girl like you is impossible to find.

2009-08-17T02:58:00.000-07:00

gahh

currently studying in school now.or should i say..trying to study in sch.
nothing is going in lah seriously. haven been able to concentrate . all i think about is IEF IEF & IEF. and whenever i think of that. my blood BOILS.blood pressure go up like siao. -.-

Maybe i just need to talk to someone about it. maybe when i talk about it,i'll feel better. but the fact is. theres not really anyone for me to talk to.

friends who cares around me? hell yea, i got a dozen. but its just. i carn really talk to them now,its just different.

fk. idk why am i still thinking like dat.but if u were still talking to me every night. where we can share our problems with each other. it'll help me soo much now.Nobody smoothes my mood better than you.

then again. its thoughts like that that makes me even more fustrated. ARGHH

screwed up sem.screwed up life.

I NEED TO STUDY DAMN IT.

You made it clear when you said..

2009-08-12T10:46:00.002-07:00

I MISS MY HAIR.LOL

hahs. anyway back to life. exams starts in a week's time and i dont feel prepared at all. Think its because of IEF. =/

Totally. the module is interesting. but suck to the max cos i have a tutor who does not know how to teach.

I aint looking forward to attachment either. Holidays are just a bore this time round.

Nth interest me at all now

Arghh. I should just get to bed.

Cause I can't justify the way everyone is looking at me

2009-08-03T09:43:00.001-07:00

Sometimes i wonder.

Whats wrong with being quiet?

So you just dont like to talk as much as people,you just dont participate as actively as anyone else in the class.you just FEEL like keeping your mouth shut. whats wrong with that?

I always thought that keeping quiet is the best way to go around. By not saying or commenting on anything, you wont offend anyone. you wont hurt anyone.however, lately, this kinda actions has evolved into something we call 'emo' these days.

Over the past week. I realized that my slience led to some people assuming that they know me well enough and interpreted my actions in their own ways. Besides having the not-listening-in-class & not-participating-in-class assumption, I have others that thinks i'm a pushover or rather, everyone that has been keeping quiet until now.Pushovers.

So we didnt say anything,sometimes you should just be in our shoes and see what is it like working with you.I'm sorry I aint so gracious like the others to let you say what you like and let you get away with with it even though YOU dont know how it feels.

ONE MORE THING!

I'm definitely not what you think I am. The same applies for the rest of your assumption.

I was flying. now i'm crashing

2009-07-26T09:53:00.001-07:00

dont worry.i'm not picking it up just yet.

on the verge of doing so though.
i have alot to say
i have alot trapped inside.
stress from all aspects of life.
i dont wanna sound all negative but
life sucks.
i am real tired. so tired.

Truly Madly Deeply

2009-07-20T09:37:00.000-07:00

empty.

SOM long report done and just when you thought its down to the last PMKT proj..guess wad? theres a BComm + PMKT exec summary to write!! yay..

woke up as EARLY as 6.45 today.
The plan was to meet Joan and Mervin for breakfast at KAP. and the latecomer has to treat the others hashbrowns.
Luckily i wasnt the latest so hashbrown not my problem alrdy. lol.
Kinda stunned when we saw Chris coming up the stairs and joining us and Tang coming in shortly aft that too.
So aft a short breakfast. bus-ed to school for AAA. sian ttm lesson -.-

kinda screwed up my table topic today. got rather shaky midway though sian ttm. rofl.oh well. exams are round the corner again. so haii. needa start studying again.

PON-ED IEF LECTURE TODAY! omg.though this is nth to be proud of. but woah just thinking about the 2 hr the others have to endure when i was taking a nice nap at home makes me feel damn song. rofl!
it got stuck in my throat. i'm sorry =/

你身边多了一个他.之后伤人的话你不想讲
我不屑纪念这一天我们分别

我后来发现你的侧脸
只是我脑子里面的一点残缺

Your Call

2009-07-16T11:25:00.000-07:00

decision making

Found this in a mail my friend sent me.
Its actually in chinese,but for the sake of the non-chinese that are viewing my blog.
i'll translate it :D

You are driving on the road one night
It was raining really heavily. One of the worse thunderstorms ever.
You pass by a bus stop. You see 3 people waiting anxiously for the last bus that might have already left.

These 3 individals are
A: An old man that is dying and needs medical attention immediately.
B:A doctor, who has helped u and saved ur live before.You longed to repay him in anyway possible.
C: Your Crush and you haven seen her for quite sometime.If you miss the opportunity to talk to her today, you might not have another chance to see her again.

However, your car can only fit in one more person. Who will you choose?

There were many different answers and opinion to this question.Many of them similar to these answers below.

A-take the old man with you because he needs urgent medical attention
B-take the doctor with you because he saved you before and this is a good chance to repay him.
C-take your crush with you because you dont want to let this golden opportunity fly away.

However, there was one particular answer that is simple but yet not many of us have this idea from the start.

"I'll get out of the car, pass the doctor the keys so that he can drive the old man to the hospital while i wait for the bus with my crush."

Many of us never thought of this as we never thought of giving up whatever we have on our hands (the keys) already.Letting go has never crossed our minds and giving up the advantage we have (the car) is not even an option to us at all.What this whole thing is trying to tell us is that sometimes if we let go, take a step back, give more than we take, we can achieve more.

Let go people.

To Zarnakand

2009-07-08T09:50:00.000-07:00

My life sucks but I don't give a f***

"Today, a strong wind blew Vincent Tang's shirt off. I saw 3 nipples.FML"

"Today,Vincent Tang unzip and took off his pants infront of me.I saw nothing below. FML"

HELLO HELLO

SOM & PMKT proj due in 2 weeks!!!
Time to start on it sooon.

dinner and arcade-ed today with jh cy tang and mervin.
haven done this for quite a long while but we played till the arcade close.
ID3 and ID5 ftw.
though i suck in ID5 running at only 100km/h -.-.
ID3 was imba fun.
ahhh. those good old days of spamming the gear up and down to get past a turn...feels great. rofl

anw.SEDP starts tmr.
Which means poem writing and acting in front of an audience. sian ttm.

justgladthatuarefine.
thenagain.whywouldnyou?
我的难过是如此低调因为不想打扰
我在寂寞的墙角努力的对自己好
我的悲伤是如此低调傻子才会哭闹
就算你发现也好
我想你一定会选择
假装不知道
只怕我自己的掩饰不够好
i'velearnthowtoplaytwoverseofthissongonguitarjustforu
cosiknowyoulovethissong.
reflect please.

Brenda : WEE CHONG!! Erin stalking your blog!!
Erin*looks up. giving a spastic smile*: hello! i'm stuck on time! stuck on you!!
WC: -.-

I'm stuck in time, stuck on you

2009-07-03T10:50:00.000-07:00

Finally! IEF report IS OVER and DONE with.time for a breather before chiong PMKT and SOM.
Call me crazy.but i lost 40+ on majong today

Anw. photos below taken during Justin & Tzeyang's bday celebration.

Gang @ Adjisen
Bday boys

playin dare or double dare outside lot 1.

so suay sial. kena double dare towards the end of the session. hahs

suddenly.just suddenly.

not a single thing is going right now.
someone stop me from looking all around for her everyday.cos i cant kick the habit.
漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠

漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹..

the last person i wanna see around is you.
yet i'm still looking all around everywhr i go
for you.

Nobody wanna see us together;

2009-07-01T10:17:00.000-07:00

1. Real name: Wee Chong. aiyah u all dono meh
2. Nickname: Emokia.Guailanfaced ah beng.Angry Tan.WeeWee.aiyah how many u want?
3. Star sign: Aquarius
4. Male or Female: male
5. Primary school: De la Salle(pri 1-4) Bukit View Pri (pri 4-6)
6. Secondary school: Kranji Sec
7. Jc/Poly: Np
8. Hair Colour: Black + abit of gold in front? lol
9. Long or short: Short
10. Loud or Quiet:Quiet. wo shi shy de lor!
11. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans
12. Phone or Camera: Phone i dont cam whore:)
13. Health Freak: Where got?!
14. Drink or Smoke: Drinkdrink DRINK!
15. Do you have a crush on someone: who dont have?
16. Eat or drink: EAT
17. Piercings: NONE
18. Tattoos: NONE
19. Been in an airplane: YEAP
20 Been in a relationship: YEAP
21. Been in a car accident: YE..ehh no.
22. Been in a fist fight: YEAP
23. First piercing: still waiting
24. First best friend: euuu lor..LOL
25. First award :Dont even rmb when was my 1st award.
26. First crush: EUUUU
27. First vacation: Thailand!!
28. Last person you talked to: as in face to face? then should be Mervin
29. Last person you texted to: uhhh erin?
30. Last person(s) you watched a movie with: Jason Erin Brenda Merlvin and Oswin
32. Last food you ate: Mian BAO
33. Last movie you watched: Ghost of my gf past :D
34. Last song you listen to: Thats Why you go away MLTR
35. Last thing you bought: adjisan ramen
36. Last person you hugged: *trying to recall*

Favourites:

37. Food: VEGS!! ROFL
38. Drinks:bacardi breezer
39. Clothing: uhhh
40. Books: comics counted?
41. Song: DEFINATELY NOT EMO SONGS
42. Flower: errr ju hua. cause can drink
43. Colour: ORANGE & GREY
44. Movies: EUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
45. Phrase: EUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
46. Subject: anything that is not wad i need to take for examinations
47. Kissed in the snow: SG snow 1st then say.
48. Celebrated Halloween: i might consider if its made a public holiday :D

Have you evers;

49. Had your heart broken: who dont have?
50. Went over the minutes in your cellphone: uhhh ya i guess so.
51. Someone questioned your sexually orientation: ??
52. Come out of the closet: to scare people? YES
53. Gotten pregnant: NOPE wann try me?
54. Had an abortion: NOPE
55. Done something that you've regretted: Ya la ya la.
56. Broke a promise: hehe. alot leh
57. Hide a secret: yeap
58. Pretended to be happy: hmmmm
59. Met someone who changes your life: guess so. hahs
60. Pretended to be sick: YEAP
61. Left the country: YEAP
62. Tried something you normally wouldn't try and like it: YEAP.CLUBBING!! LOL
63. Cried over the silliest thing: like wad?
64. Ran a mile: DUH
65. Went to the beach with your best friend(s): YEAP
67. Eating: ??
68. Drinking: ???
69. I'm about to: GO DO MY IEF REPORT
70. Listening to: DIDO.
71. Plans for tomorrow:stay home do report.
72. Waiting for : EUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU~~~
73. Want kids: ya. best is can form soccer team.
74. Want to get married: ya.
75. Careers in mind: uhhhh.alot.

Which is better

76.girl/boy: dono dont care.
77. Lips or eyes: eyes.
78. Shorter or taller: Tall but too tall.
79. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous
80. Nice stomach or nice arms: nice ehh.arms?
81. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
82. Hook-up or relationship: r/s
83. Trouble-maker or hesistant: hesistant.
84. Lost glasses/contacts: neither.
85. Ran away from home: nope.
86. Killed somebody: Nope.got also wont post it up here.
87. Broken someone's heart: cfm plus chop!!! got.LOL
88. Been arrested: NOPE
89. Cried when someone's die: yea.cry like no tmr. haha

Do you believe in;

90. Yourself: abit
91. Miracles: abit.
92. Love at first sight: abit.
93. Heaven: abit.
94. Santa Claus: abit.
95. Sex on the first date: abit
96. Kiss on the first date: abit.
97. Is there one person you wishes to be with now: abit.ehh. change qn liao ah?
98. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life: abit. LOL
100. This is the 100th question and last question : This isn't even a question.
Now tag 3 person to do this:
-EUU
-EUUU
-EUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

i cannot believe i really go fill up these 100 qn.lol.
i mus be too free.
anw.GRACE! i'm done! LOL
and hor.no 1 will seriously go read everything a qn at a time right? so bo liao anot. LOL

& i should've heed their advice long ago.

我只求　能借一点的时间来陪　
你却连同情都不给

I fell too far, Was in way too deep.

2009-06-27T12:02:00.000-07:00

2 weeks past just like that. its the last day of this short term break. sch's reopening despite H1N1 being in sg.oh well.

anw.i'm too lazy to upload all the pictures.so just abit from each outing i've been to lah hor :D

SG FLYER (omg how long ago was this?)Look at how EXCITED we were.lol!

you guys know her?

we were thinking bout jumping down :/

Ong's Bday celebration

Epic! lol

nope.we dont want fishballs in our photo :)

you want to eat?

Clubbing @ Zouk

If theres no eye candy at eye level. try looking above :)

The calm & the spastic

this hols are wayyyy to short!!
but i had fun anw.

And I never thought I'd doubt you.
I'm better off without you

芙蓉水面采船行影犹在
你却不回来
被岁月覆盖你说的花开
过去成空白

Dont leave me sky chord

2009-06-19T08:53:00.000-07:00

Dinner @ Marina

陪你去看流星雨～～

ahh..been complaining to friends lately that life has been such a bore that theres nothing to post about.

Now this week, finally got some stuff to brog about.BUT..i'm just too lazy to upload all the photos up.(shall do that in my next post ok? hehehe)

Life's a drag as always, no motivation to do anything,dont feel like brogging, dont feel like dota-ing, dont feel like replying tags.just wanna stone..until the end of this miserable holidays.but i cant do that though,theres still the IEF proj due before sch reopens..and a dumb MYOB thingy that i have no idea what to do about it.

anw, on a random side note, had a haircut today.now it feels more cooling than ever, and finally manage to rid myself of the ugly hairstyle the previous asshole cut for me =/

Since when did someone as lazy as I am learn to protect anything?

I've already lost you *sky chord*

当故事结束之后
心也喜欢一个人寂寞

And baby the way you make my world go 'round

2009-06-11T10:15:00.000-07:00

Chelsea Is AWESOME!

Okok.back to my life.

NP is fucked up.
so if all the while u only wanted smart-asses to go for your internship thingy
if u only wanted smart asses to represent you in overseas exchange.
next time jus put on the application form ( even fine fonts will do)
*This following activity is only open for those with GPA of 3.9 AND ABOVE*
in other words. 3.89 and below.fuck off la hor.
wtf is with every1 having equal chances?
dis is a farking joke.

When u fall.theres no way of bouncing back up again.
So watch ur steps ppl

Schools are vicious.

不知怎么形容
已被妳击退的我
不知道该往哪躲
想不到挽留的借口

You're just the part of me I cant let go.

2009-06-07T10:14:00.000-07:00

Next time, think twice before saying either the pet goes or you go

CT has officially started!

And what a way to kick start CT with the IEF paper!-.-
anw i think i screwed up the paper..AAA is tmr..wish me luck cause i seriously think i need alot of it.lol

白键是现在我哀悼昨天成全你改变
黑键是原谅我的原谅
好想再弹一遍
手指却只听见
你的道歉

I said I love you and I swear I still do

2009-06-03T11:57:00.000-07:00

HADUKEN!!
haha i swear i suck big time in this game. Got beaten badly and rolled up and tossed aside by jeff and jason today and i was using RYU..ZOMG!! RYU LEH!!

Anw..studied IEF after that.I keep having this feeling that time is running out and i haven started studying any shit yet.am i being paranoid?lol..

CT starts on SAT!! gd luck peeps!!
4.0 FTW.

P.S.tags replied :)

望着遥远灰色的星海
一个人孤独的发呆
我依然还在等待

Come Near Me And I'll Eat You

2009-05-31T10:11:00.000-07:00

Hey. what do you know.you aint the only one scared of me.
They are too.

If you still remember what you said that is..
those fucking hurtful words.

历史不断重演

我好累

i dont need anyone

2009-05-26T08:17:00.000-07:00

DEFINE IDOIT:

1.The mis-typed word "Idiot"

If you missed typed this word, you're an idiot.

2.At first appears to be typo of idiot, which usually is the case.
But when placed at the end of the sentence(after dot for best effect), it turns combined statement and insult due to being "I do it" squeezed together.

Just download it. Idoit.

lol..ok enough of lame humours, my ankle still hurt like crap now, no idea why, anyways, it seems like i got uper drunk on Sunday and sprouted alot of nonsense and did alot of stupid shit..sorry bout that..):

shall update the photos sometime soon

毁坏的沙雕如何重来?
有裂痕的爱怎么重盖?

只是一切结束太快

2009-05-24T00:50:00.000-07:00

Naruto Shippuden Movie 2: Bonds Ultimate

Stumbled onto this movie while browsing the net ytd, movie plot was ok larr..the part where naruto and sasuke fight together is very short also.. zzz.

Anw,next wk whole week is e-learning week, means no sch and more com-staring,alot of proj and presentation are gonna be due real soon and i have no motivation or anything to start work!! ahhhh!!! LOL..

Its gonna be a long and hectic week ahead, so i better savour the last few relaxing moments of this weekend.

我真的懂
你不是喜新厌旧
是我没有
陪在你身边当你寂寞时候
我不难过
这不算什么
只是为什么眼泪会流我也不懂

回忆很多你的影子也会充满我生活

2009-05-22T04:52:00.000-07:00

This is an unfair world.
Power and ranking pawns all
A tutor can throw her weights around cause there are only 2 tutors teaching that fking module.
YOU can dont teach
YOU can dont explain
YOU can do whatever you like
YOU can set the paper as hard as u wish to
YOU can kill him cause he said something you didn like.
YOU can fail the whole cohort and make us retake the module.

Wtf can we do to you?

Its already irritating enough that the tutor doesn teach

Why is NP so fucked up?
Why is BA so fucked up?
Why is BS so fucked up?

请你一定要比我幸福
才不枉费我狼狈退出

请记得你要比我幸福
才值得我对自己残酷

2009-05-21T03:53:00.000-07:00

"waiter prepare another round of cocktails, dealer shuffle up the cards, no wait, theres no longer another round 2. I lost it all."

I went all in on the river
I had something but he has the nuts
Thats my last stack of chips, I've nothing left
Totally exhausted. This game lasted far too long
She swept all the chips to the winner, him.
She showed the loser the way out, me.

"nvm la..海里那么多鱼,少了一只不算什么.."
' 但我只要那一只鱼'

"何必为了一朵花放弃整片森林?"
'应为那朵花独一无二'

damn that oreo crush.

2009-05-20T10:26:00.000-07:00

为什么这样子?
雨还没停你就撑伞要走
已经习惯不去阻止你

guess the part about girls holding grudges is true bah
its been at least 6 months
but i think she haven forgotten about it

过好一阵子你就会回来

2009-05-17T09:01:00.000-07:00

Hello!!

The objective of this post is to spam spam some photos before they become overdue :D

Dinner/Slacking at Settlers aft soccer

I have no idea what i said to cause that reaction
Risk

Tea Chapter

brenda & erin(pb 1 & pb2 :P)

thats all for now..haven been doing much over the weekend..
been staying at home on both sat and sun..partially cause i am vert tired and wanna take the weekends off and totally to myself bah..

so i stay home dota dota and dota..hoho..sibei song! :D

when you keep having ppl getting pissed at u
reflect
it may be ur fault all these while

2009-05-11T10:03:00.000-07:00

SOCCERRING @ DA CAGE TMR!!!SONG LA!!

rofl..today during bcomm..the tutor chiong finish today and tmr's tutorial.which means we dont nidda go for bcomm tmr..which means the day will end at 11!! hoho..song bo!! tmr is our holiday PEEPO!!

now i noe where i stand
now i noe the distance

u had no idea how those words hurt..
rofl

2009-05-04T07:28:00.000-07:00

Today is really a self-own day...

1.left home @ 8.30 for sch..had more den enough time so i decided to take a detour to sch so i no nid to squeeze with the peak hour 184/75 crowds..but the bus arrived 30 mins later which is 9am..so i ended up being late for my lessons despite waking up on time to go sch..OWNED

2.Short on budget lately.SO decided to jus bring 4bucks to sch...but i got damn hungry aft AAA tutorial and bought sandwhiches to eat aft dat..so i had no more money left for lunch...OWNED

3.Went back home early aft gym orientation with Merlvin..realized dat no1 is home and i (or so i tot) didn bring keys out this morning..OWNED

4.OHh and i didn bring my phone out oso... OWNED

5.Stoned downstairs for 30mins..playing FB poker...until derrick msn me to ask me dota..dat was when i took out my charger to plug in to charge my lappy..jus to find dat my keys are inside all the while..OWNED TTM

6.finally!! home sweet home! got my lappy ready to play dota...jus to find out my mircosoft mouse is missing..think i left it in sch bah..-.- OWNNNNNNNNNEDDDDDDD

kk dats all for today..
shall update again when i tio own until so jialat again :D

this is a retake of my life

sometimes..i jus wann more den a 'hi'

2009-04-27T09:13:00.000-07:00

Haha! jason has a blog!! LOL..check it out yoyoyo!! ROFL

awww..turning in now..damn tired aft gyming today :D
nites world

Never had to be on a movie screen
Cause she's the leading lady in all my dreams

2009-04-26T09:54:00.001-07:00

hmmm..been awhile since i blogged

was supposed to do AAA tutorial now..but got stuck..lol..

anws..gonna post up some photos that are overdue.. and some that are wayyyyy overdue..lol

CS bday celebration @ swensens 31/03/09

epic foto of the day

no..i swear he wasn holding my hand

BAOC '08 07/04/09-09/04/09

Day 1

Sensual Jazz Grp 1

Day 2 Games Day

3 Donkeys behind trying to do jumpshot

Animal Game @ ourspace..PK!!(i lost though)

Day 3. MEAL TIME

60% Maroon..40% Green

QQ and me :D

i wann nobody nobody but you!!!

Colour Hutch 10/04/09

huh??

look like ghost meh??

poor ryan..must be heavy..LOL

a bunch of idiots :D

acting stupid

acting stupid part 2

<<<<

Rion Bday Celebration

wahaha

Jason Bday/BBQ @ ECP 13/04/09

bday boy

just kill her alrdy!

TAUPOKK

Aftermath

TB03!

k..dats all for today..ohh anw..if u haven notice..i reopen my blog lo..cos i oso lazy to type my e-mail everytym i wanna access my blog..zzz..LOL..

am i dreaming?lol

2009-04-18T10:05:00.001-07:00

sick & tired

i should just burn it..

lol..hahas

2009-04-04T23:50:00.000-07:00

having a father by my side these days is a privilege..

haha..but i guess dats the way i'll learn how to grow up and be independent..lmao

on another note

sry i have to lock this blog

cos i feel dat i cannot express my feelings and thoughts properly and nicely with someone keep rebuttin back with negative comments and unnecessary thoughts of his own

so yea..locking this blog will be more of a temp measure..will reopen this blog asap :)

2009-04-02T09:20:00.000-07:00

time check 12.20am

gym again today..

tired..

sry to make u guys worry ytd..i should have jus kept mum about it

ya..and for those who had a good laugh..gd for u..ha ha..
hell yea i aint angry..but i jus dun lik ppl making fun of my misery la..zzz

really appriciate wad u did last nite..hey..thanks alot man..w/o u i guess i will be roaming around aimlessly..yeap..

so maybe thats wad true friends are all about
not jus all talk and no action
but being ready for u 24/7
ready to ton the nite away with u
lol..dats a real pal man..

dude.
lol.
really.LOL.
JOKE

hey man..look closely
cos this is the last post u are ever gonna see

ohh and ya..dont bother to shoot me bak on ur blog..
cos i wont be going there le.. :)

2009-04-01T09:20:00.000-07:00

time check 12.22 am

finally another update aft 1wk+
well..it has been a hectic hectic week..doing all sort of stuff and acting crazy..

hahas 1st thing 1st..got into TB03 with 12 other friends!! HAHA..talk about class domination..nex sem class should be imba ultra fun! the fun days of being in TB09/10 is back!let the goooood times roll people!!:D

OKOK..nex..alan's band concert..
went to support alan at his community band concert las sunday..lol..was late for an hr cos debu tang overslept..lmao..but still the concert was nice..there seem to be a story in the concert which is jus ABIT too chim for me to understand..lmao..but the atmosphere and the music was great..bravo performance! kudos to the band!! haahs..some photos below frm las sat..will upload the rest soon!

slacking at the basement of esplanade

dun look at me!! i was taking the $10-$20 sign behind me!LOL

okok..nex up..jus wanna sae HAPPY BIRTHDAY again to my 2 pals who share the same bdae..so yea..Happy Bday CS and JH..welcome the the club of 18s..LOL

anw..went out ytd to celebrate CS bdae..i screwed up the surprise due to some miscommunication here and there causing ppl to hav a very good laugh..but dats wad makes CS's bdae memorable rite?lmao..haha..anw...shall upload the photos once i hav it..shall turn in soon..theres still alot to do tmr..lmao :)

i hate to admit it

but life's great without u

and if u are expecting an apology frm me..

i hate to say this

but u can drop the idea

cos u aint getting it

2009-03-23T06:25:00.000-07:00

time check 9.23 now

it wasn the most happening week
but at least i had some fun.
went out with py on sat
waited at vivo for her to finish work
den we went off to cine to catch a movie that turn out to be...

yeap.coming soon..it was a rather gore and scary movie la..but duno y cs seem to laugh it off..lmao..ended up aft the movie..me and py were lik scared outta our wits la..and she literally tore my skin off when she grabbed me during the movie..and she claimed that outta the 1hr ++ of the movie..she only watched lik 30 mins?lmaoo!

anw..it quite an enjoyable day and was quite fun luh..lmao..

ok dats all for today
ciao ppl

py:wahh spend money to 受罪 :(
wc: LOL ya la..who suggest catch this stupid movie de ah?!
py: u lor..
wc: oh isit? heh heh.

okok you win
continue living in your own world bah

DUN ACT LIKE WE NEVER TOLD YOU

2009-03-13T07:21:00.001-07:00

time check 10.17 now..

actually wanna blog about part 2 of my bdae celebration de..but abit lazy..:P mayb tmr la..

went cycling ytd..dun hav the photos yet but will post it up once i hav it.

tio sunburn until kns..ended up the day ended in a rather low note..very sorry for that..anyhows the day was great for me and i hoped u guys enjoyed it as well..:)

went for baoc grp 7 meeting today..was rather late cos i didn noe there was a meeting today..got rather paiseh..lol..

k la..ending here for today.

its time to.
let go off the past..
cherish the present
look forward to the future

cos i realized i've been going in circles..

2009-03-11T05:44:00.000-07:00

time check.. 8.40pm..

as said in the previous few post..i am gonna update on my bdae..
which is 1 mth ago la..but den..its better late than never :D

PART 1!!

met merv at np and had waraku for lunch & galare for teabreak..LOL
so far i oly hav 1 foto..the others are with him..

merv with his curry rice..

okok.. nex up..went home and waited for mathe to call me..& i was at home watching soccer channel..

Surprise

there are stalkers outside my house..

waiting for the VIP :D

haha...VIP!! shocked and stunned..LOL

me and my mini choco cake..LOL

a min later dey brought out dis big thing dat stun me again..LOL

VIP cake cutting ceremony :D

i guess dey can gamble anywhr..anytym..LOL

i tot being spastic was my job o.O

Dinner

great friends that gave me coins to pay for their drinks..LOL

aghh !!collect until pek chek ahh

main lead of the dinner..of cos i was the main lead of the day lar :P

grp photo!!

(y does it look like we are having reunion dinner?)

Drinking @ pub ;)

jus finished my bdae shot..

still can stand leh..not bad hor.LOL

i swear i wasn drunk

see i can stil smile!

ok..mayb jus A LITTLE BIT high

wad he doing?

yam seng!

brenda mathe with lu ren jia 1& 2

center parting is sooo cool

act cute!!(erm.. i mean her :P)

short.shorter.shortest.

angels in white? my foot ah..LOL :P

end of the day..thx ppl :D

ookok..this is the end of part 1..wil be blogging on part 2 tmr..haha

stay tuned ppl! :D

its hard to say 'its ok' when you are not..

its hard to ask you not to come when i want you to come along with me so much

2009-03-09T08:17:00.000-07:00

time check..its 11.14 now..

"okok..cya guys soon!! ohh and yarr! tonite go home MAPLE hor!!"

LOL..this was the line we said 3 years ago..and we said dat jus now aft bball session too..LOL..
there were a few heads turning bak staring at us la..hhaa..but cares man..LOL

bball-ed..arcade-d..played bowling and pool and poker today..

really..HAD LOADS OF FUN..:D

imagine the scene of ong taking a cue stick hitting tang and kept saying "乱棍打死猪八戒" LOLOL..

or or.. mayb the 1 whr by ong eh half crossed into the other lane to throw his bowling ball..LOL..

haha.but the most classic 1 is when we were playing poker..

scenario:
1.Mervin was dealing out cards.
2.Ong took the card on the top of the deck Merv was dealing.
3.Ong rubs the card.
4.Ong did some sort of witchcraft (cuo pai)
5.Ong open his card which turned out to be a high J & gave a very smirky expression
6.Ong repeated step 2-4 on the card dat was supposed to be gave to tang..
7.Tang open his card..6 of diamonds.."hahah!! xiao pian bai!!LOL..my cuo pai reali works!!!"LOL

ok mayb its not dat funni when i type it out here..but it was reali den funni then.LOL

Great day..Great pals..haha!! okok time for maple!! ROFL

omg pls say u can and u will tmr.. ><

2009-03-08T10:48:00.000-07:00

time check..145 am

gonna slp soon..tmr morning playing bball with bball gang again.. :D

been wondering about alot of stuff lately..

drew a few conclusion about some stuffs..which some of them..i hope i am wrong.

had a reali nice chat today with the kopi gang..LOL..

lookin bak...secondary sch is so damn fun...

wasted..didn cherish it enough..

LOL..okok slp le..dun too emo..later ppl sae again..LOL..ciao world

nites

random foto of the day(drawn by cs)

i am so sry bout today..
shouldn hav let u wait..
wanted to apologize..
but then again..
mayb you dont reali care that much..
do you?

2009-03-07T08:18:00.000-08:00

time check.. 12.15..

been slpin the whole day now..

basically deres nth to do la..rot for 1 whole week le...nt really looking forward to anything..

everyday te routine goes lik

wake up

eat

play com

slp

must hav look real gloomy and down jus now..

so much so that my mom came in and asked me if i hav any problems dat i cannot cope with..

so much so that my mom encouraged me to go out and take in some fresh air even though she usually dont like me going out at night..

so much so that my grandma didn nag at me today..instead she spoke in a rather nice way that i though i was dreaming..

so much so that she came into my room so often today..checking if i was alrite..

so this is kinship??

wow..

planning to update on my bdae on 10 march..swee swee 1 mth aft my bdae..

well at least tats wad i plan to do..haha

life is indeed filled with surprises..

lik today..

cos i thought you wouldn talk to me again.

cos the first step is always the hardest..

cos we hate to fall

cos we hate to lose

cos we think we cant do it

thats why we never try

thats why there is a term called 'lazy'

2009-02-23T04:53:00.000-08:00

NOTICE TO ALL PLAYER OUT THERE!!

drifting-with-clouds.com beta server patch v0.12

featuring...

A NEW POST!!

REPILED TAGS!!

SONG "I'll Be Ok" by mcfly!!

ALL OF THE ABOVE PLUS.....

A WHOLE NEW SPASTIC PHOTO OF ME!!

what more can you ask for??

Thats all for now folks!

Keep staying tuned to drifting-with-clouds.bs for more interesting updates!

Copyright © 2009 by Tan Wee Chong.
All rights reserved.

Reproduction, or translation of materials in this Website without the author's written permission is prohibited. No content may be reproduced without the express written permission of the author. A hyperlink from another website to this site is permitted =)

2009-02-10T07:12:00.001-08:00

hmmm..how shall i describe today..

its wonderful!!

nah nah..its more den that..

its fantastic!!

nono..not reali..

ITS PERFECT!!!

thank you guys for for making it possible!!

reali..thank you..

thank you for rushing down frm afar..lik tampines or hougang or habourfront..

thank you for coming str down frm your drum lessons..

thank you for making an expectation to go home late today

thank you for waiting patiently for me to come home

thank you for the time u spent with me this afternoon

thank you for the presents!!

update more soon!! hahahass

hoho

2009-02-03T08:04:00.001-08:00

you...

are one hell of a bloody bastard...

you really are..

but i aint ani better myself either..

i guess.. =/

2009-02-01T02:09:00.000-08:00

DODGE CIRCUIT

This car is wayy too cool...

BTH BTH...AHHH..

suddenly..it all vanished into thin air...=/

2009-01-24T09:46:00.001-08:00

chiong l4d today at timah lan..with merv derrick and ong eh..

chiong frm 9 plus to 12..wahh..damn tired...

but its fun though...

hahas.lik seeing the tanker chasing ows halfway round the map..& me chasing the tanker trying to kill it..

or seeing ur team mate trying to heal u..but ended up punching u in the face instead..haha

either way..damn tired now..

shall rest early tonite..

ciao all..ohh and a happi cny =D

a song that sings out wad i wanna sae to u..

I can't sing a song with a honest lyrics

because I always end up sugar coating the words
When someone as laid-back as me
realize he had something worth protecting?

Don't leave me, Sky Chord,
You would've stayed here back then, yeah yeah...
I've lost you, Sky Chord,
It's not anyone's fault, but...

I know there are things more important to me
than becoming an adult.
But I'll be growing up the whole time
I'm trying to figure out what they are.

You say we can't stay like this forever?
I know.. so let's take that first step.

2009-01-12T06:59:00.000-08:00

100th Post!! lik after 1 whole year..LOL..

Wanted to save it for something special...

but apperently.. nothing special happened..LOL

awww..sooo sad..=(

ahh anw...

My friend is selling his IPOD NANO..3rd
GENERATION-8GB(BLACK) @ $150..
ani interested buyer can get more info frm us by either tagging at my tagboard or contacting my friend (Jason) @ 92265515..

OK enough of advertising..bak to my life..
exams are over..results so-so nia..

blaw 73/100
poa 69/100
maec 80/100

dss 41/50

gotta strive harder for better results!!!

and ahh...since i'm blogging..might as well upload some fotos too =)

China Trip 08

bvps gathering!

2009-01-03T07:50:00.000-08:00

人..

是种非常奇怪的动物..

瘦的人.. 想增肥.. 胖的人.. 却想减肥..

矮的人.. 想长高.. 而.. 高的人.. 却不想高得太突出..

年轻人.. 渴望快点长大.. 快点踏进那无情的社会..

老一辈.. 的却想回去年轻时那无忧无虑的生活..

吃得饱的人不知道饿的滋味

饿不死的人也永远不会知道饱的感觉

在乡下的人.. 想去繁忙的都市..

但.. 在市区的人 .. 也怀念向下自由自在没烦恼的感觉啊..

好矛盾哦..

是不是因为对面的草永远是比较绿的？

是不是因为人不知道什么叫‘知足’？

可能吧..

人.. 真的 .. 好奇怪..

i love taking planes..

cos its the oly tym..

i am reali..and truely..

drifting with clouds..

good nite =)

2008-12-25T00:42:00.000-08:00

SURPRISE !

i know i very nice :D haha

2008-12-19T09:06:00.000-08:00

ahhh..bak frm chalet..ok la..tym to do some proper posting b4 flying off to china tmr..=)

1st of all..Erin's bdae!!

haha..went to fish & co to celebrate Erin's bdae..ordered a seafood feast la..damn ex.its lik 59.90 and shared among Ryan..Oswin and me..so each person lik about 20 bucks...which i had to borrow frm Ryan( now heavily in debt..haii..).

Aft on..we went on to ton at Oswin hse..haha..gambling..drinking..playing chinese chess?the whole nite..lolol..

some fotos below =) ( P.S all foto all kop frm Erin de blog de..lol!)

Bdae Girl!

The Guys dat day

Group Foto!

Nex on..4B Chalet..

1st day..

reached at about 5 plus...

we started the bbq at about 6 or 6.30..carn rmb..

den we started eating and singing..while jh..jl takes turn playing the guitar..lol

played drinking games later dat nite..we mixed volka with coke...barcardi with blueberry and barcardi with sky juice..LOL..drank about 2 and a half cup dat nite..cos of the dumb rule of no speaking of singlish or chinese...bth..always kana cuaght speaking chinese OR singlish..so bo bian..drink lor...hahas..

2nd day..

Basically slack day..majong in the morning..den ate breakfast...continue playin majong..till afternoon go for lunch..come bak continue majoing-ing..till 7 plus..went biking..waited for jill and joan to come bak b4 going off to e-hub to catch Twilight..ended up catching the 11.35 show..which was damn late la..so we went to eat and arcade to play 1st..haha..played jukebox with merv..derrick..kw and jh..play until damn high la..esp when we play YMCA..we were like singing out la..until every1 look at us..LOL..ok bak to the movie..erm..i noe i shouldn hav..but i was damn tired i guess..slept frm about 3/4 into the show until the end of the movie..haha..so when the whole thing ended..was about 2am le..so the big qn den was..how to go bak to chalet? lucky for us..we hitched hike a van..the indian uncle kindly sent us bak to our chalet which is at aloha changi..and btw he drive damn fast la..according to jh..it was 110km/h..whoa..imagine a van going dat fast...haha..was stop by police on the way bak..he was pretty stun to see a bunch of young adults at the bak of the van..haha..but he let us go anw..hahas..

Bak to the chalet..ok..slacked around..

some of us couldnt control our lust animore and...(view the below video for an exicting threesome=D)

ok..den i slept..at bout 4.50?

yupp..lol..

3rd day!

woke up at 10..ahh..nono..should sae sleep walking at 10..checked out at 1030..went for breakfas at changi village..(i was literally sleep-eating..)

den went bak via mrt..wanted to alight at clementi..but zj didn wake me up...so i ended up going to bbatok..went bak sch 1st to do sth..den chiong home..and slppppppp...until 10 plus..woken up by my roaring grandma..-.-..shouting 吃饭啊！！-.-...bth..

okok..b4 i end my long long post...gonna do a quiz matherine tagged me to do..actually dun wanna do cos lazy..but suan le..gif u mian zi leh matherine! LOL

1] How is the person who passed this quiz related to you?
Matherine!! sibei ho friend! *blink blink LOL

[2] What's your favourite thing to do?
lie down....and jus enjoy the clouds floating by..

[3] Who are the most important ones to you?
family..friends and ahh HER..LOL

[4] Name 5 things you can't live without:
laptop..handphone..mp3..family..friends..and ahh dota =P

[5] What are you afraid to lose?
I lost it alrdy =D

[6] Who's the last person you thought of?
HER..(LOL typical answer =P)

[7] Anything that you want to say to this person?
u are not even trying..

[8] What is the one thing you want to do badly now?
sleep..zzzz

[9] If you could do 1 thing all over again, what will it be?
get to noe u better.. =D
be less scary?><

[10] Any last word to people around you?
ahh..duno leh..

stay happy =D

[11] Six people to do this:

do it if u wanna..i veri democratic de =D

ok la...shall end my post le...its a damn long 1..haha..so dun sae i update lik nvr update liao ah.. =P

leaving sg tmr..jus nice..i reali nid a getaway...frm sch..frm work..frm friends..frm sg...frm u..

will be bak on 30 dec..so i can make it for ani plans for new yr countdown..jio me out fast! LOL..

i jus dun feel lik blogging animore..

2008-12-16T22:48:00.000-08:00

some fotos for now =)

OK..update finish!

tym to go chalet!

bye bye!

2008-12-05T07:18:00.001-08:00

OK..gonna make dis a quick quick post..

Sat

Went for Mr Benny Lim's wedding..den watched Wild Child with some of the 4B dudes and finally going starbucks to slack..

Wed

Matherine's bdae! hahas..had fun at parkway parade cam-whoring and stuff(ps. send me the fotos!!)
hahas..den went Matherine's hse to ton..played wii and drank...hahas...reali had fun dere.. =D..Matherine u were a gd host la..we reali had fun at ur hse dat nite =D

Fri

Collected my passport dis morning..den went to sch in the aftnoon..b4 meeting alan..ong and merv for dinner at nite..ended the day with some drinks..haha..alan can actually buy alcohol!haa..end up ong drink 3...ehh nono 2and a half mouthful jiu face red le..LOL..

Now home blogging..and getting rdy to study my poa again..gd luck to me for the poa ct tmr! haha..

I tried toking to u..
I open the conver window..
staring at the blank screen..
I thought of wad to type..

'erm..hi!'
nah..too cliche..

'yoh'
nono..too casual..

'hello..'
dat jus totally sounds weird..

wadever happened b4..i regret making u feel bad.
wadever haven happen..i am sry dere isn a chance for it to take place.
wadever I said..yea..i was seeking attention..butoly frm u..
wadever I did..i jus hope u would notice..
i'm sry...

p.s. will post fotos on my nex post! ciao peepo!=)

2008-12-02T06:47:00.000-08:00

冬の妖精たちが輝き舞い降りてくる
何もすることないから　笑顔の写真　くちづけた
約束した映画の長い列に　二人してもう　並ぶことはないの？
だけど　心はそばにいるから
友達にも miss you　もう二度と戻れない

あなたが好きで会いたくて
キスが百億の雪を伝うの
どこかで偶然に巡り会える日まで
忘れなくても baby　好きでもいいですか？
ずっと　忘れない…

たった一人ぼっちの　自分に気づいた瞬間
本当の寂しさがね溢れてはまた込み上げる
人を愛すそんな想いを　今
大切だって　忘れないって思う
このアドレスを何度かえても
その声も夢も私を離れないの
時が流れて　違う恋しても
あなたを想い出すでしょう
出會えた運命が　交わしたぬくもりが
「あなたで良かった」って　心から言えるよ
いつか逢えるまで …

未來は can't stop　やって来る
悲しいほどはやく forever
幸せだって傷付いたって
誰かを愛する時 just alive
あなたが好きで会いたくて
キスが百億の雪をつたうの
どこかで偶然に巡り会える日まで
忘れなくても baby　好きでもいいですか？
ずっと　忘れない…

As shining winter fairies come floating down
I kissed your smiling picture because I had nothing else to do
At that long line outside of the movies, we vowed
To never stand in line here together again
But since my heart is next to yours
I still miss you even as a friend
But I can't turn back ever again

I love you, I want to see you again
With a kiss, expressed alongside ten billion snowflakes
Until the day that we happen to cross paths someplace
Baby, even if you forget me
Is it okay for me to still love you?
I'll never forget you

Since the moment that I was alone,
I've realised what true loneliness is
These overwhelming feelings in my heart that won't stop flowing out
Now, the way to love a person
Is so important that I think a person shouldn't forget it
No matter how many times my address changes
I'll never let go of that voice or that dream

Even if you love someone else as time flows by
I'll still remember you
Our destined meeting and the warmth we shared
I'm glad that it was you, and I can say it from my heart
Until we meet someday again

We can't stop the future from coming
The feeling of sadness can quickly become forever
Even if I get wounded when I'm happy
When I've fallen in love with a someone
Just alive

I love you, I want to see you again
With a kiss, expressed alongside ten billion snowflakes
Until the day that we happen to cross paths someplace
Baby, even if you forget me
Is it okay for me to still love you?
I'll never forget you

*post edited..for those hu fking duno..dis are jus song lyrics..fk off...

I hate dis ending..

I hate it when u said u are scared...

Why...

2008-11-30T09:06:00.000-08:00

nope..i carn...

i still carn do it...

no matter how i tried..

ok..NOW i am really having mood swings..

happi..emo..happi..pissed..den having fun again..

its so tired to hide frm those hu duno about it..

its even more tiring to hide cos ppl sae u are attention seeking even when wad u reali wann is to find a corner and chill by urself..

its even worse when its said by a close friend..

YEA..I AM ATTENTION SEEKING..

happi?

arghh..dere i go again...mood swing lik a char bor..fk la..

突然好想你

你会在哪里

Hu was the 1 hu told alan dat nite "i'll be fine.."

hu was the 1 hu said.."i alrdy gotten over it"

HU was the one hu said "i am brave too!"

fking lies..

dumb liar..

I am losing it again..

fk la..

PS..to the ccb driver at IMM todae..FK U..duno how to drive dun drive la! asshole..u dun fking diao my dad lik dat..u are lucky my mom's dere..otherwise wad u heard and saw me doing wasn jus dat small amount nia..i make sure i get down of the car and whack ur mother-fking ass..u heard me..and ya..jus to the respect of my dad..i didn point the fking finger to u..so be thankful..cos if i'm the driver..u would have gotten much worse treatment frm me..dun let me see u again..mark my words..i rmb ur car plate..mother fucker..

突然模糊的眼睛..

2008-11-29T09:43:00.001-08:00

Mr Benny's Lim wedding todae!

So fast sia..

It seems lik ytd dat i attended Miss Tan's wedding..

though its lik jus a few months back...my feelings are totally different..

began the dae being rather emo..sry bout dat...my sincere apolgies if i affected the grp in anw..and to those whu think i am attention seeking..i alrdy tried my best to not let it show..><

but thx to 4B dudes..hahs..i cheered up a little..and by evening tym..i am back to my old self again..however..when i was alone..i started thinkin bout bullshits again..haii..

anw..some overdue fotos (mostly frm cy's bdae celebration) lol..

happy bdae to the nov peepo =D

we were everybody's meant to be..

did i fucked it up?

or did we jus get bored?

2008-11-28T08:50:00.000-08:00

四十九天一转眼就过去了。。

这是永远的再见。。

bye..=)

finally got somethings off my back..

guessing no more..i got the answer =D

thx..

feeling soo shuang and light now!woots!

shall update bout my recent activities in the next post! ciao peeeepppoooo!hahah!

2008-11-25T04:31:00.001-08:00

"I want you to love me, but I dont think you will."

wander around as I repeat this to myself
It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love

Do you love me or not?
I don't care what the answer is, I just need to know!
No matter how badly I desire to be with you
There are many unchangeable things in this world
and my love for you
can't be stopped by anyone

As 1000 nights pass, I long to tell you
I have to let you know
"I want you to love me, but I don't think you will."
I wander around as I repeat this to myself
It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love
Putting these feelings into words is so scary
but I'll say "I love you" to the one I love

The happiness we chance upon in our lives can't be expressed in words
That's why we can only smile
Why we sing "do re mi" among the vivid autumn colors
With winter at our backs, and the spring sunbeams peeking through the leaves
as to protect someone who's just been reborn

As I looked at the road I'd traveled and the path ahead,
my eyes were filled with cowardice
I wanted to look into your eyes, but was afraid I wouldn't be honest
I didn't want to know that you didn't love me
and live the rest of my days alone
That day, I kept on loving you without getting hurt

As 1000 nights pass, I long to tell you
I have to let you know
"I want you to love me, but I don't think you will."
I wander around as I repeat this to myself
It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love
Even if my feelings aren't returned, I can say "I love you" to the one I love
And that's the most beautiful thing in the world.

愛されたい　でも　愛そうとしない
その繰り返しのなかを彷徨って
僕が見つけた答えは一つ　怖くたって　傷付いたって
好きな人には好きって伝えるんだ

あなたが僕を愛してるか　愛してないか
なんてことは　もうどっちでもいいんだ
どんなに願い望もうが
この世界には変えられぬものが　沢山あるだろう
そう　そして僕があなたを　愛してるという事実だけは
誰にも変えられぬ真実だから

千の夜をこえて　あなたに伝えたい
伝えなきゃならないことがある
愛されたい　でも　愛そうとしない
その繰り返しのなかを彷徨って
僕が見つけた答えは一つ　怖くたって
傷ついたって　好きな人には好きって伝えるんだ
気持ちを言葉にするのは怖いよ
でも　好きな人には好きって伝えるんだ

この広い世界で　巡り会う喜びを言葉じゃ言い表せないね
だから僕達は微笑み　色鮮やかに過ぎる秋をドレミで唄って
冬を背に　春の木漏れ日を待ち
新しく生まれ変わる　誰かを守れるようにと

来た道と行き先　振り返ればいつでも　臆病な目をしていた僕
向き合いたい　でも　素直になれない
まっすぐに相手を愛せない日々を
繰り返しては　ひとりぼっちを嫌がったあの日の僕は
無傷のままで人を愛そうとしていた

千の夜をこえて　今あなたに会いに行こう
伝えなきゃならないことがある
愛されたい　でも　愛そうとしない
その繰り返しのなかを彷徨って
僕が見つけた答えは一つ　怖くたって
傷付いたって　好きな人には好きって伝えるんだ
その想いが叶わなくたって　好きな人に好きって伝える
それはこの世界で一番素敵なことさ ..

We loved dis song didn we..

Sen no Yoru Koete

2008-11-23T07:12:00.000-08:00

It has been a while since we started toking again

But things are lik jus so different now..

U dun seem to be the u 1 know a few months bak

Mayb its my fault..

An implusive moment ended everything dat was possible...

I am reali tired of guessing..

I wanna know...

Give me a brk..

Get it over and done with

And move on with life..

Shall we?

Or should i sae..

Shall i?

funni how ppl expects u to be free when dey jio u out and when u try to get them to come out..dey make a bunch of rubbish excuses..dat i jus aint interested in..

2008-11-15T08:16:00.000-08:00

雨淋湿了天空...

毁得很讲究...

wahh..wad a hectic week sia...finally settled some work and presentations..hahas..i aiming for a 3.0 gpa dis sem sia..duno can hit anot...but mus jiayou!!haha

had LMS presentation ytd..den we were lik supposed to do a skit..(role play) on our anger story..my role was to act as a 'bad' team member dat kept on rejecting the main lead de idea la..hence making him angry...hahas...so in the mist of the skit..rejecting his ideas....i bu xiao xin go sae 'what the fuck' damn loudly..haha..den the tutor look up at me..wahh...i damn paiseh lahh..i was lik thinking omghorlanGGDIEE....why the f*** did i sae dat for..lol...

我晒干了沉默...悔得很冲动..

就算这次做错也只是怕错过..

Went bugis todae..with Mk..Tang..Ong. & Merv..

你说你不懂为何在这时牵手...

bought MANY stuff..spend ALOT of moneh...lol...like..slightly over a 100 bucks??

如果你想忘记...

我也能失忆...

presentations coming up nex wk!! DSS PBL due!!

你送我的眼泪...

让它留在雨天...

well...sth to look forward to...

把故事听到最后...

才说再见...

好吗?

hols coming soon!!
erm..lik 3-4wks tym?hahas

要怎么证明..
我没有力气...

thats all for dis wk..ciao ppl!
p.s. materine..u tag at the wrong tagboard..anw thx for ur concern though..i am fine now =D

我只有那一天的回忆...

2008-11-11T06:28:00.001-08:00

Today's POST is for u!!<3

in case u still duno hu i am refering to...

U LARR...

Dont ask me sae hu lei...i shy lar..=P

HAHA..okok lar...tell u all lar...<33333

TADA!!

HAPPY BDAY ALAN!!(ps dun hav a nicer foto of u)

Figured out dat our present mayb not nice enough so decided to dedicate a blogpost to u...
hope u enjoyed ur day..
thx for being dere when i nid u man..(ok dis sounds wrong..)
hahas..
ok..end of post..
HAPPY 17th Bday BRO!!

nid ta start a new life =)

2008-11-10T09:20:00.001-08:00

Soccer-ed on Sat...

Vomitted again..reali..wads wrong with me..

pon Bmgt todae cos i was reali feeling unwell..

walking abit unsteadily.. but managed to reach home..

went bak to sch at 4 to do LMS video..pop-ed 2 panadols b4 going out..seemed to work..

now...1.15am..nope..no fever yet..sore thorat here le...headache..since las wk?

hang in dere my boi..project week dude..cannot fall sick..

ciao all..nites..

tempted to stop breathing...

i reali had it..

u can survive on ur own..rite?

so can i

ps: accuse me for everything u wanna..jus leave aft u are done..give me some peace..bitch..

2008-11-07T09:41:00.000-08:00

Went out 2dae!!

Had dinner at Sakura Thai with Tang Ong and Alan(not in foto..LOL)

after dat was movie

Tada!Quantum Of Solace..although dun reali noe wad it stands for..but ya..hhaa..not a bad movie la..but definetely not the best bond movie..hahas..abit too draggy luh..lmaoo...but the action was great! from car fight to boat fight to plane fight woohoo..ZAI..

End day with a hole in my pocket..frm ytd majong at jason hse to 2dae spend spree..lol..no money le!!

same table..

same tiles..

wads diff..

are the 3 players sitting around the table with me..

its no longer him..him..and her..

how are u guys now?

你们还好吧？

别来无恙?

take care man..

i wonder when can we be lik them?

dont u? =)

for i dun wish for dis story to end with an almost animore..><

2008-11-04T08:21:00.000-08:00

Sunday was fun..

went to Crystal's hse for her bdae party with Jason.Erin..Brenda.Jeff..Samantha..Merlvin..Oswin..Ryan and Marcus..
her hse is reali damn big sia...3 storeys and a living room bigger den my whole hse..
loads and loads of fishes..
1 old dog
2 big rabbits
and some giant spiders in the garden..lolol

The buffet was great...esp the sushi and the curry..damn nice..ohh and the cake too..choc cake and durian cake..not forgetting some heineken to go along with it..(though its not as nice as dat day at SAHARA..hahs)

As usual..ballacked and majong-ed
and of cos as usual..i lost..lmao

Went for movie at Plaza Sing today..
Watched REC..
damn..its damn giddy larr..
run here run dere..nbs..
ended up viomitting sia...(u are damn weak sia wc)
but at least the show doesn hav a cliche ending..lol..

u are fking pissed now..aren u
u wanna tell some1 about it dun u?
but aft going though ur msn list for several tyms..
u still came to me rite?
lol..seriously..U ARE PATHETIC WC..
fking pathetic..
comments about dis can be kept to urself..
i dun nid it..
fk off..

2008-11-01T06:20:00.000-07:00

AHH..so fast wk 3 end liao..

2 more wks left to complete the IAC project..LOL..

anw work aside..

YTD was damn fun.woohoo..

Ended sch at 5..

Went with Oswin to meet up with Jason and Erin..and hoho..we went pool-ing at IRC..hahas..gotta admit Oswin was prreetty gd sia..hahas..

Played pool until bout 6.45 lik dat..after Brenda arrived...went for dinner at erm...wahh forgot whr liao..but anw food dere wasn dat nice..hahas..Marcus and Crystal joined us shortly after..

Reached NP bout lik 8 20?Went for the NP@45 party..hahas..reali had fun seeing Marcus and Jason clown around..dancing with a devil's fork or sth lik dat..

Left NP at bout 10?cabbed to boat quey for some drinks..hahas...met up with Ryan and Jeff dere..

We chose to go SAHARA to drink..hahas..Erin..Oswin..Jason..Ryan and me shared a bucket of Heineken while the others ordered shots...We played blackjack the whole nite la..lost bout $10 la..walao..damn pain on my wallet..ordered more Heineken and drank even more..lol..

Ended the day at bout 3am..and the bill was lik $160 la..wahlao..reali mus thank jeff for tanking the GST..otherwise reali..not enough money sia..hahas..and by dat tym..jason was walao..drunk?he solo 5 bottles of Heineken sia....i drink bout 2 and a half bot alrdy bth liao...face red plus giddy liao..hahas..lucky oswin was dere sia..took care of him and me..so i cabbed bak wid Oswin and Jason..alighted 1st..and Oswin went on to send Jason home..lolol...

Drinking with them was fun luh..but den damn expensive siol..hahas..cannot go often!!

ps:bout the qn on my las post..i dun reali noe the ans..jus heard some guy on the bus saying he is gonna visit his father's sister's husband's brother's son.so i was lik wondering if theres a shorter way of saying it..lol

I'm wishing on a falling star..
wondering whr u are..
Do i ever cross your mind...

2008-10-25T10:39:00.003-07:00

yoh ppl! haven been blogging bout my life for quite some tym le..so i'm bak now for a quick post!hehe..

1st of all..i wanna thank everyone for their concern..i'm reali fine le..got bak to my life..yupps..hahas..

actually theres alot of stuff i wanna blog about lar..frm f1 nite race..sentosa outing to ehh recent lectures?hahas

but hor..no tym..=.= so bo bian..i shall end the post with a few fotos =D

act cute =.=

GHOSTLY

sentosa sc outing =D

lol.dats the end of the post..ciao all!

*Qn: wad do u call your father's sister's husband's brother's son?

hmmm...

leave ur ans on the tagboard if u wan =D

你不等了.说好的.幸福呐

我错了.泪干了.放手了

后悔了

2008-10-15T09:10:00.000-07:00

why do birds suddenly appear..
everytime..
you are near...

jus lik me..
they long to be..
close to you...

everything has ended..
she is gone..
to heaven...

rest in peace...

exhausted from all the crying..
for the 1st tym..
i felt as though..
there's no more tears left in me..
i used up every ounce of my strength..
crying..

useless me..

rain and tears...its all the same..

when u cry...in winter time..

u can pretend..

its nth but the rain..

gdbye 阿嬷

~In MemorieS~

2008-10-12T09:14:00.000-07:00

4个星期前
当我叫她
她会满脸笑容的回应我
苍老的脸露出了慈祥的微笑

3个星期前
她进了医院，急诊室
她病的好重
她不想去医院
她说‘去医院干嘛？等死啊？’
最后她
还是去了

2 个星期前
病情恶化
我们开始日夜守着
最怕最不想的就是让她孤单的独自离开这世界
握着她的手
冰冷的手
看着她
身上管子数不清
叫她一声。。‘阿嬷’
她睁开了眼
那泪汪汪的双眼
看了好痛
那双眼表达的只有痛。。辛苦
而。。
我只能说。。‘阿嬷，你好吗？很快就好了就可以回家了’

1个星期前
我
没去看她
那星期照顾公公的时间比较多
加上出门的时间。。
我根本没去医院
一直到拜五
我下去医院一趟
看了她
冰冷的手
比之前跟冷了
管子
好像又多出来好几个
‘阿嬷。。’
～～～
‘阿嬷。。我来了’
～～～
‘阿嬷。。’
～～～
她
不在应我了
眼睛也没睁开。。

看了她。。
时间好像只过了15分钟
我离开了医院
就在这时
我爸打来了
她情况危急
心跳。。血压像石头掉进水里似的
掉的好厉害。。掉的好快。。
我不相信
她刚才不是好好的？
她。。不可能！
我才刚走。。不可能。。
15分钟前。。她好像在睡梦中。。
有人说
她是在等我去看她
她的五个儿子
守了她一整夜
什么也不想
只陪她走完她人生的最后一段路

她在拜六。。11/10/2008。。12.58pm。。。走了。。
五个儿子在她断气那瞬间。。都在场
而我呢？却在公公家。。无助地等着。。最不想听到的消息

0个星期前
要开学了。。她走了。。她真的走了。。这是场梦吗？如果是的话我想现在起来。
丧礼以共办五天。。两天已过了。
昨晚守夜。。累了就躺下来。。虽然外面寒风正无情地吹着
但我却是温暖的。。阿嬷。。她就躺在那。。离我好近。。shhh。。她不过是在睡觉罢了
‘阿嬷你好吗？你回来了。。’
大家。。都好想你。。
‘阿嬷。。’

dun ask me y i wrote in chinese..
dats the best way i can express myself..
my blog song now..
its for her..
and my grandfather..
big thanks to those hu hav came to the wake or will be coming
thanks for coming

一九四三

世界大战

阿嬷年轻的时候爷爷爱他那么多他们感情很深

但是爷爷

身负重任

就在离乡的那夜给了阿嬷一个吻

轻声说到我要离去别再哭泣不要伤心请你相信我要等待

我的爱陪你永不离开

因为会有那么一天我们牵著手在草原听鸟儿歌唱的声音听我说声

我爱你

夕阳西下鸟儿回家

阿嬷躺在病床上呼吸有一点散漫眼神却很温柔

看著爷爷湿透的眼握著他粗糙的手阿嬷的泪水开始流轻声说道

我要离去别再哭泣不要伤心请你相信我要等待我的爱陪你永不离开

因为会有那么一天我们牵著手在草原听鸟儿歌唱的声音听我说声我爱你

我要离去别再哭泣不要伤心请你相信我

要等待我的爱陪你永不离开

因为会有那么一天我们牵著手在草原听鸟儿歌唱的声音听我说声

我爱你

2008-10-05T23:11:00.000-07:00

Wooo..haven been posting for quite some tym le...

hmm..been doing quite a no of things this few daes..

shall upload the fotos once i get all of em..

until den

ciao!

2008-09-22T09:05:00.000-07:00

CYCLING TRIP + TONNING AT MY HSE..

hahaa..let the fotos do the toking =D

cs(trying to act macho)& june..LOL

alan..me..cs

hu came out with the idea of dis stupid pose?!?

take 2 foto somemore!!

cs-june
cs & june AGAIN
me-alan..haha
june jus wanna be seen taller den cs..LOL

june-me

walao..another june-cs de!!RAWR

june-cs-alan-me

nice foto =D dis 1 nice oso =D
tonning at my hseCS-JUNE walao!!u 2 hor!!BTH LOL...bth liao..=.=..dis is my blog or their

personal foto album??LOL

Got alot more foto (all cs and june inside de) to post..but i think suan le la..haha!!

shall end off here now..haha!!

got into TB02 for the info of ppl hu duno..

the worse tymtable available..

hahaa

get well soon..

2008-09-16T09:10:00.000-07:00

Yoh..haven been doing proper blogging since my outing with ong and tang..

Tym flies rite?its like ytd when i posted dat post..haha..

Anihow..loads of stuff happen dis wk and las so i m here to blog again..hahas

TB09/10 Chalet..

hahas..veri fun lor the chalet!!

1st dae

reached the chalet at bout 9?hahas..cox got work plus was led in the wrong direction by cs..=.=..went dere..slack..den go play soccer..until about 12plus?went bak and play card games with jeff dey all la..as usual..lost some $.haiis...lol..den ordered mac at about 1 plus and it came at around 2?haha...by den jason was abit drunk and high liao..so he literally humped the wall in front of the deliveryman whu was lik super stun la..LOL..was supposed to take turns to play majong with cs..but dat bugger din wake me up to play..i ended up slping frm 3plus am to 1pm the nex dae..LOL

2nd dae

majong..majong and more majong..woots..haha..played with erin..ivy and jia ying..but dey neh play money..so abit zzz.hhaha..

den had bbq at nite..b4 dat cs me and ryan went to white sands to fetch piggy june..hahas..

had to wait around 45 mins for the shuttle bus bak to the chalet but anihow..its better den walking..hahas..

ryan and me

nex up aft the bbq..went out nite cycling alone since cs ps me and went home early..hahas..bth..

the beach is nice and quiet at nite..but abit errie at some parts..hahas

Pasir Ris Beach..

didn slp for the whole nite and was playin true or dare with a bunch of ppl la..hahas..lasted till morning b4 we went to play morning soccer!!hahas

3rd dae

went to play soccer early dat morning..den was split into 2 teams..oswin..me..jia ying and erin vs jason..merlvin..brenda and materine..haha..guys carn shoot but oly can defend...hahas..ended up i think jason and co won..cox brenda is a talent seh..hahas..shoot so accurately..ole me somemore..haha!pro!!

was totally drained out by noon..returned the bike and walked to pasir ris mrt..*groan..took mrt to tampines and took 67..a freaking 2 hours trip!!reached home and was immediately knocked out..WOOTS..haha

Thurs..

Went NYP again!! with Mich to go find Karin..ended up she so busy she got no tym for us..so we went to have lunch at the canteen when a grp of nyp student approach us..and ask us to do a brain test...and it seems dat i am smarter den mich worhs..XD..hahas..

Got tired of waiting and left for Bishan..den Cineleisure to catch Sassy girl..

hmm..quite an interesting show la..funni and some meaningful lines..not a bad movie..BUT CATCH IT ONLY IF YOU HAVE NO OTHER MOVIES TO WATCH...hahah!!

FRI..

woke up bright and early!!(ok la about 11 lik dat)and went to lot 1 to collect $$ from linlin for the klass jacket..before meeting June for lunch at pastamania!!hahas..

initally wanted to go red camp de games session tgt de..but due to some reasons..i decided not to go le la..got rather sick of all these NP ambassdors activities and even the ppl themselves le..ao yea..I AM VOWING OFF ALL NP ambassdors events..hate ambass now..they are crap..LOL..

Den went for pool session with June and cs after june's game session and interview..hahas..some fotos below...

Jus some memories..=/

me playin with the lift..

going down~~

going up~~(wahlao sibei act cute..LOL)

Nth to tok bout on Sat..so moving on the Sun..went bak to novotel to work ever since working dere once las yr..

hahas..servin in the banquet was tough..but still managable la..mus thank derrick for helping me do alot of saikang dat dae..though the dae ended in a rather unhappy tone..its the exp dat counts bah..hahs..ohh..and the supper was damn nice!!woots...hahaha

decorations by clark-quey
Ronny and Mac..LOL(our names for dat dae..)

Ytd and Todae..

Went bak to work..rather tired dese few daes due to work la..so decided not to go for TB09/10 steamboat todae..ps har..anw..results are out..hmm..gpa not so gd..so yea..gotta buck up lo..

went to the High Court ytd to deliver sth..damn zai lar..the technology and stuff..got chance u all should go see see for yourself oso..haha!!(EDITED:MET ESMOND TEO AT BP PLAZA ON MONDAE!!LOL)

ok bah..dats all for 2dae..going toa payoh tmr..so shall turn in le..=D..nites all!!LOOKING FORWARD TO DIS SAT..WOOTS..HAHAS

destiny builds a bridge for you and your loved 1..

but destiny cannot do it alone..

u have to play your part..

i tired to build a bridge to get me to destiny..

but it seems...

it was jus not meant to be..

I know a guy..who does not like to rely on others..

in the end..he was the weakest of all...

2008-09-12T13:19:00.001-07:00

funni how 2 person whu are damn close to each other b4..can walk pass each other a few mths later as though dey nvr knew each other.

lik..

strangers...nono...its worse den dat..

dey used to share everting with each other..

dey enjoyed each others company..

shall blog about wad happen recently soon..

jus let me rant..jus a bit..

i know u turned away when u see me..
i know u did..

刹那间我心好痛
当你不再回头望
当你否定了我的存在
我心碎了
好痛

2008-09-06T09:58:00.000-07:00

WHEW..exhausted by 1 whole wk of work..haha..but the end result($$$$) was satisfying!!

anwhow..went to bugis ytd with ong and tang to help ong search for his cap..some funni stuff happen dere esp when we were dining in the hong kong cafe..

emo ong

ong trying to take foto of his drink
tryin to act stupid..and no the drink aint spicy..LOL

tang and me..jiao bei jiu!!ROFL
actin emo??nah..more lik acting dumb..haha
he jus loves his twins lover drink..LOL
ong and his new cap.
erm...SHUAI!!!LOL

went arcade to jam after dat..den Mich came and we went home tgt..

ended up i no bus bak..so ton at derrick's hse..

watched Lucky Charm..haha..but fell aslp halfway..sian

Went home bout 7.am dis morning and slept~~~

came out to jam again in the evening..

hmm ya dats all for now..

tired..ciao all..

spare a tot for others pls..

it aint easy for him to get u guys in..

so dun make it ani harder for him

u noe hu u are..

dere u go again..

mayb i am reali a nobody in ur life..

but i reali wish i hav nvr met u..

does wishes come true?

mayb it did once..

dats y u came bak..

so..pls..jus grant me another wish..

go away...

2008-09-03T09:50:00.000-07:00

Yoh all!!bak for another post..
this tym..will be all about my work..lol..

MONDAY

1st dae of work at ppl's park centre..overslept but reached dere on tym..hahas.damn lucky..
den i was formally introduced to my 2 bosses..Mr Siva and Uncle Trinel..hahas..both veri nice to me la..tell me alot bout their past expirence and teaching me alot of stuff..Ohh..dere was Cherlyn too..my 'older sister' dere..taught me loads of stuff..including how to use the mircosoft word effectively..LOL..but 1st dae was damn dry la..dey taught me too much stuff..i was totally worn out by 3pm..lolol..OH..den after work dat dae..i rdmly go take 174..and ended up at Orchard Park Mall dere..and hen qiao de..saw jh and joan..haha!!so we took 190 tgt bak to bp..lol..

TUESDAY
hmmm..was told to report in by 9.30 dat dae..sian..den was practically dragging myself to work..but surprisingly..work dat dae was fun..hahas..was sent out b4 lunch to Yishun dere to drop a document to POSB branch dere to freeze an account(oh..in case u guys duno..i work in a law firm =DD)damn zai larr!!hahas..den nex in the afternoon, went to tampines to go collect some cheque..haha..but i reach dere quite early..ended up the cheque wasn rdy..sian..so hav to wait..so i called uncle trinel dere and he said i was free to do anithing i lik until the cheque was rdy..haha!so i roamed around tampines mall aimlessly..(so gd to eat snake 'legally'LOL)went to time zone..watched a few chiobu dance ddr..den uncle trinel called again..sian..spoil my fun..den yar..had to go collect the cheque liao..lolol..
went bak to office after dat and typed a letter out on the spot..(while uncle trinel was reciting it out from his mind)siao de!!he tok lik bullet train and he expects my typing to keep up..lol..his belief is dat youngsters nowadaes can type as fast as old ppl(such as him) can speak..so he speak damn fast la.tmd..&& he was lik making fun of me in front of the damn client larr!saying duno how many gfs i hav outside..and sae i con countless of char bor b4..wad the hell lar..spoil my reputation..=(..the client had a 16 yr old daughter de leh!!LOL..anw..the client played along and said i looked cute?!?!lik a singer?!?! arhh..nvm..suan le..i take dat as a compliment though ^.^..
WEDNESDAY
siao 1 2dae..step in office at 9.50..start working liao..ahh..den 2dae is cherlyn last dae..she going bak to university..=(..sian ar..spent most of my tym 2dae going through reports..documents and affidavit and writing cheques for uncle Trinel to sign...ohh and typing clauses outta a law book..siao de...lol..den went bak at 4.30 2dae..uncle trinel expects me to b in b 9 tmr..cox Mr Siva is going to HIGH COURT for a case..woah...so mus get rdy damn early..so tmr will b a rather busy dae bah!!hahaha..ohh i helped prepared the doc for the high court case too!!*proud..LOL

dats all for now bah..nid slp liao..tmr still got work..ahh..ohh..below are some rdm fotos dat i mentioned b4..some are reali damn long ago de..but anihow..dey are still nice memories XD

After Miss Tan's Wedding =D

Ows Bdae =D

i noe i look damn werid in dis foto..LOL
alan enjoying his wine
RION
tired after 1 whole dae of fun..haha
bdae boi dat dae?haha

POOL with CS,June and Ryan 1 fine dae..

During CATS 1 Friday..LOL

Movie outting with TB09

Jeff having the best of both worlds..LOL
Jason singing 'xiao wei' at smu..LOL
erm..self-booking of library rm?with some comments frm Ryan =D
ehh?ghost?no la..its JUNE..LOL

k la..dats all for now..

tags will be replied..so do check my little red box

and hor..tag more often hor!!hehe..

ohh,,and gd luck to those jc de having promos soon..

jy for ur papers =DD

u noe..u were outta my life until ytd..

i didn noe wad to do when i saw dat..

mayb u shouldn hav came bak to look for me

i dun wish to b reminded..

now i am thinkin of u..again..><

2008-09-01T06:57:00.000-07:00

Had a damn nice wkend...hahas..but the work todae was crap..work until headache..tmd..hmm..rather drained and tired..so shall not tok much 2dae..
hahas..posted quite a no of fotos below..so the rdm fotos i mentioned in my previous post..
shall post them on my nex post bah =DD

Tianjun's Hse and Lunching @ Limbang! XD

wahaha..trapped in the middle..*giving a spastic smile..

music gang
dota gang..as u can see..we can dota aniwhr..LOL
Grp foto!! =D
Sentosa Trip & Steamboat Dinner!!

rdm foto..lmao

Derrick!!

Smile!!!

OMG..not u too cy..

Ms Ng =)
Ms Lai =D
Ms Lai again =D
Thx for the guidence u hav given me!!
rdy for grp foto??

ehh..rdy lei
XD
thx
thx for..
Thanks for being part of my sec sch life ppl!! =DD Home Swt Home

Some gayness at the end..LOL

duno y...

but i feel lik playing beach volleyball again..wahahah

2008-08-30T08:18:00.001-07:00

Hmm..1st of all..big thanks to those dat replied my previous post..hahas..so nice to noe so many of u cared =D..

anw..Got the klass jacket liao..its damn nice lar..with the logo and the barcode..hahas..cool...den erm..still got edwin's and lin lin's jacket here with me..so if u are reading this post..tell me when u free..i go pas the jacket to u..and oh..esm..the $33 bucks too..hahas

Went bak to kranji ytd..well..alot have changed lar..lik the 2 mirrors outside the PE rm is lik gone..den deres a plasma tv in the canteen!hahas..the 2 lao ya 1 kana replace diao liao..den watched the performance..well..performance de standard..erm..its 'kranji' standard la..haha..
den went lunching at limbang b4 going over to tianjun hse to play pool...poker..and watch ppl play dota..before going down to play Soccer!!woots!!
haha..but think too long nvr play liao...damn rusty liao..hahas..footwork not as fast as b4..den play abit oso tired liao..hahas..but i still enjoyed the game lar..=D..long tym since i had so much fun!hahas..went home ytd with blisters dat hurts when i walk and a small cut on my little toe...but its WORTH IT!!hahas..

Tmr!!sentosa trip!!gonna play beach soccer i think!and of cox..beach volleyball..wheehee~lololol..looking forward to tmr..hahas..

PS: SOCCER makes me high..LOLOLOL

theres some random fotos in my fone dat i wanna post out..but quite lazy to do so now..so shall do it on my nex post!

single...
alone..
relaxed..
and enjoying it..

looking up at the blue sky..
and tinkin..
i am so glad i got over u