I wish for you on a fallin' star

Saturday, August 30, 2008

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Hmm..1st of all..big thanks to those dat replied my previous post..hahas..so nice to noe so many of u cared =D..

anw..Got the klass jacket liao..its damn nice lar..with the logo and the barcode..hahas..cool...den erm..still got edwin's and lin lin's jacket here with me..so if u are reading this post..tell me when u free..i go pas the jacket to u..and oh..esm..the $33 bucks too..hahas

Went bak to kranji ytd..well..alot have changed lar..lik the 2 mirrors outside the PE rm is lik gone..den deres a plasma tv in the canteen!hahas..the 2 lao ya 1 kana replace diao liao..den watched the performance..well..performance de standard..erm..its 'kranji' standard la..haha..
den went lunching at limbang b4 going over to tianjun hse to play pool...poker..and watch ppl play dota..before going down to play Soccer!!woots!!
haha..but think too long nvr play liao...damn rusty liao..hahas..footwork not as fast as b4..den play abit oso tired liao..hahas..but i still enjoyed the game lar..=D..long tym since i had so much fun!hahas..went home ytd with blisters dat hurts when i walk and a small cut on my little toe...but its WORTH IT!!hahas..

Tmr!!sentosa trip!!gonna play beach soccer i think!and of cox..beach volleyball..wheehee~lololol..looking forward to tmr..hahas..

PS: SOCCER makes me high..LOLOLOL

theres some random fotos in my fone dat i wanna post out..but quite lazy to do so now..so shall do it on my nex post!

single...
alone..
relaxed..
and enjoying it..

looking up at the blue sky..
and tinkin..
i am so glad i got over u

posted at 8:18 AM

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

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yoh all..
been quite awhile since my last post..but seems lik no1 reali cares..hahas..
my blog looks rather dead to me..lmao..
oh..btw..dis post is gonna be quite a emo post..so for those hu dun lik to read emo post de..jus leave dis blog bah..i dun see y u should read on..

stayed home all dae 2dae..
i let my mind wander..and i tot alot..
firstly..wasn i supposed to go out todae?to catch money no enough 2..y did i end up staying home all dae?woke up at 10 2dae..waited..jus waited..didn wanna call cs..cox mayb dere is dat last glimpse of hope..
tym reali flies..b4 i knew it..its 1 coming 2 le..finally went on9 to check..dat person was on9..so ok..wad should i do?or rather..wad can i do..NTH..i suppose..kana suan again dat i woke up late in the afternoon..but its ok..he didn noe..now..look here..i've flamed u once on my blog..i promised not to flame u again..but u broke ur promise..more den once..so y should i keep mine?u think all these is a joke?nt to me i m afraid..argh..dun even feel lik flaming u now..dis is the last tym u are gonna appear in the content of my post..enough..is enough

den oso..i had dis feeling..my pals..are using me..gt stuff..find me..nth de hua..dun even bother to contact..lik..
play dota..can at my hse..use my sis laptop..contact me..
wan find job..contact me..expect me to get a job for them..
to get enough ppl for a bball match..call me..

but i reali aint in much of ur plans anw rite?i can b left out of movies sessions..whr i wasn needed..i can b left at home to rot..when u are with someone impt..when u guys are havin fun..guess i mus b forgotten bah..& it doesn apply to a single clique of mine..its all of them in fact..i didn wanna sae it initially..it has been in me for quite sometym le..

ppl jus convinently forget my existance..i dun blame them..i am too quiet for my own gd le..someone..u wont even notice if he is walking beside u..i dun even speak up when i aint happi..mayb it has reached a pt whr i carn take it animore bah..but yea..i HATE being the invisible man..

bet u guys asked me along to the chalet cox u nided more ppl to share the cost bah
bet u ask me to go make the klass jacket cox u jus wanted more ppl to come along bah..and not the inital both of u
bet u ask me to go venture era with u so some1 can accompany u on ur long journey bah
bet u ask me to go play pool with u guys cox it will b different frm wad u 2 usually do rite?
bet u guys jio me to play bball cox u nided more ppl bah..
bet u tot i forgotten about my MP3 player bah..dat u said u were gonna compensate me
bet u think i dun mind u losing my hoodie and kept mum rite?
bet u think i am so damn free dat i hav to go help u settle ur psp at orchard?
bet u think i reali dun mind u not handing the econs assignment on tym
bet u reali think i dun mind u playing games while we were doing project?
bet U tok to me everynite las tym cox u are damn bored rite?
bet u guys tink i am a fool...u guys got dis rite..
i did all these..because i wanted to b a better friend.. but i think i failed..=/

dis are some stuffs i wanna blog out for quite a long tym..but afraid it will spoil my friendship..until some1 told me..if those were ur true friends..dey will wanna noe wads wrong..so yea..dis is it..for now..i dun wann u guys to read dis post..and come compare with me how much worse off u feel..how tired u are etc..to b frank..i aint interested..dere isn ani pt to see whose worse off..dere aint a prize for being the 'most worse off guy'
i hav reali refrain myself frm usin ani foul language while typing dis post..so if u guys wanna come and scold the fuck outta me..think again pls..wad i am doing now..is to avoid dat..

tym flies..looking bak at the tym when poly jus started..and my post on the 1st dae of sch..how much hav changed..i wish time will jus stop den..everything wil b perfect den..

lastly..some stuff dat i left unsaid..

my dad..came bak..and left again..=/
i flunked my bstats test..rdy to retake..
startin work nex wk..
thank u for listening to my rantings..esp u mich..=)
&& for the last tym..I MISS YOU..><

她会过得好好的
不要去打扰她
不可以去打扰
我是这样说服自己的

yet again..i have been made a fool..
2nd tym le..
wounds frm the 1st case still hurts..
but now the 2nd?
spare me..

carrying on with a smile =)
its all blogged out and over..=)

posted at 9:45 AM

Monday, August 18, 2008

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Yoh..went out to study todae!!!

erm..june's hse to be exact..hahas...went to do some revision on Bstats...hahas..took some interesting fotos...

cs RAPED..LOL

sae cheese!!

Last paper tmr..hope i can do well...hahas..

if i..
if oly i..
if oly i had..

posted at 8:14 AM

Thursday, August 14, 2008

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Wahahas..overslept dis morning..was late for bball session with cs and jason...ahhh...so sry dude..
hahas...so ended up playin bball for awhile..den went off for consultation session with Mrs Ng..ended up dey all did their past yr paper..(ALL OF THE PAPERS!)while i didn none..=(..wad i did these few daes were jus draw graph..notes..draw..notes..lmao..
but anihow..went to the session with merlvin..cs..jason..brenda and marcus..clarified quite alot of stuff dere..ahas..tym well spent!productive!!hehe..

Nex up went for lunch and den lib to copy merlvin ITB notes..but its lik so damn long..i copy until i zzz...hahas..pranked call ryan then and lisiao june hu called to find me..haha!damn funni la..

Nex up..study study study..and nth else..lmao..MIEC paper tmr..wish me luck all!

understand his position..
he too..is tired..
he doesn nid to put up with ani foul moods of urs or mine..i hope u understand..

& i finally got wad i wanted..
but it seems..
the enthu-ness and stuff..has worn off..
its jus not special animore..=/
so..i aint reali looking forward to it..

posted at 9:55 AM

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

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TADA!! dats whr i went todae..hehe..yupp lib @ esplanade..haha..do wad leh...of cox is study lar..lmao..

woke up at 6am todae..realize it was still so early..but still couldn get bak to slp..so stone around..use com awhile..den pack up and left the hse at 9 plus for esplanade..hehe..

went to study econs with cs june and erm..ryan?!?yar..ahahs..initally it was damn effcient la..took an hour to understand perf comp..hahas..den the nex half hr is to do qns and recap on perf comp and cost and production theory dat i study ytd ..hahas...

Went for lunch at Just Noodles at suntec..hehe..quite funni la the lunch...seeing Ryan and Cs suaning and jacking each other..Ryan using straw to drink miso soup..and Cs eating a mouthful of ice-cream..cold until he cannot tahan..lmao lmao!

Went bak to study again after lunch..but its lik after lunch?no mood to study..lol..so idle at esplanade rooftop dere..thinkin wanna jump down nt..LOL..but seriously..the view dere damn nice..hahas..

Reached home at 6? efficency todae hai hao oly la...can b better!hahas..chionging monopoly..monopolistic comp tmr!den TADAH..DONE..hehe..

ohh..and at the end of the dae..i was still left pondering..

y 2dae wanna go esplanade study?LOL..

1st..i tried to shut myself at home..to jus 4get bout everything..to calm myself..but it didn reali work..

den i tot of going out with u guys...to hang out with u all again..mayb u guys will help me 4get..but ur expressions..idk..empathy?sorry?it didn work too..

i nvr tot wad i said ytd..deserve dat response frm u..be it calm or nt..mayb i aint sending the rite message to u guys..

i dun nid care or concern now...

wad i nid..

is tym..for me to forget..

i duno..

i jus dun wanna tok about it..

i jus wanna go out..& hav fun..

i duno y..

i carn do so..with u guys fussing over me..

i appriciate it..but reali..no thanks..

its true dat haha or lmao..doesn mean anithing nw..

its true dat msn allows us to hide our feelings..

but i aint hiding it..

i am assuring myself..with tym..i can laugh again..

posted at 8:40 AM

Friday, August 8, 2008

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Its gonna be the EMO-EST national dae yet...

& for the 1st tym...i aint interested in watchin the olympics..

Some rdm fotos below..(1 kop frm june's blog..hehe)

Happy bdae Singapore..

i duno y..

but i'm still waitin..

waiting for a miracle..

posted at 12:00 PM

Sunday, August 3, 2008

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Had a long and tiring wk..
Went to NDP preview ytd...but i haven get the fotos yet..so yea..shall post them when i get them..
Overall NDP dis yr was quite nice luh..esp the RSAF performance...damn cool luh...yea...reali enjoyed it..
After dat met derrick and merv at merv hse dere tok tok..den went to derrick hse ton..
slept at 4.30..woke up oly at 12..hhaas...so i rushed down to JE to study..lmao..
Urm..den reached home at bout 5?forgot liao..started watchin anime..wahaha..started to watch Shaman King todae..quite nice leh the story.hahas..
Now about 10plus liao..my mom show me my 1st warning letter frm NP..hahas..she sae she dun wann see it animore..lmao..ok lor..if i can wake up on tym..u wont b seeing it le..
Anw..i should b signing up for Challengers camp tmr..but i think suan le luh..i no money now..totally broke..so i guess i will not go bah...=/..been broke for lik so damn long liao..dis is reali down and out man...haii..

Not feeling so well 2dae..
mayb its the weather..

Hu are dey doing all these for?
they dun owe u dis u noe..
u aint even working hard urself..
u dun even haf the confidence..
if u think u can do it..jus do it!
wad u waiting for?
i bet u duno either...lol..continue laughing it off bah idoit...=/

posted at 7:19 AM

Friday, August 1, 2008

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Nbs Nbs!! Its alrdy Aug le..so damn fast!!exams comin alrdy!!ahhh...lmao..
anw..
on a more serious note...al tutorials and lecture end le...
presentations all finally over..which can oly mean 1 thing..
klass...dismiss....
man..its oly 3 months nia...& i feel so damn bonded to my klass...can we lik dun change klass?
can we lik stick tgt for 1 more sem?

Had a miniture grad cermony after bcomm presentation on thurs..every1 were lik damn high luh..take foto here take foto dere..smiling and joking..but i guess every1 will feel the same way..they will miss the tyms we had tgt...

Now its tym to part..i will reali miss TB09(and TB10)..hope most of us can stay in the same klass for nex sem..

Lastly..big thank u to u guys..thx for including me in ur activities...be it klass outin..lunching or gambling -__-...reali thank you...u gave me a great start to my polylife..thx u for all the encouragement u guys gave me...esp when i had to present..lik thurs bcomm..thx for the applause cheering me on..i felt alot more confident when i know u guys are behind me..thx for cheering me up when i am down...u guys might not noe it..but u guys certainly did...So..yea..big thank you..esp to
Ryan..cheering me on whenever i feel nervous or down..thx=D..(p.s Study for exams man!)
Merlvin & Jason..hahaha..thx for being jokers and making me laugh..
CS and June..U both are the best! thx for ALWAYS being dere =D
HuiShan & co..Erm..nth much luh..thx for always suanning me..orh..and thx for the concern when my hand is injured..hehe
Jeff..Thx for encouraging me to gamble..u r a good friend!!LOL

Some fotos below...more coming up..once i get them