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# Started learning Bowling too late
# Having an uninteresting secondary sch LifE
# Regret regretting so much and nt moving on with life..


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    Sunday, November 30, 2008

    :

    nope..i carn...

    i still carn do it...

    no matter how i tried..

    ok..NOW i am really having mood swings..

    happi..emo..happi..pissed..den having fun again..

    its so tired to hide frm those hu duno about it..

    its even more tiring to hide cos ppl sae u are attention seeking even when wad u reali wann is to find a corner and chill by urself..

    its even worse when its said by a close friend..

    YEA..I AM ATTENTION SEEKING..

    happi?

    arghh..dere i go again...mood swing lik a char bor..fk la..

    突然好想你
    你会在哪里


    Hu was the 1 hu told alan dat nite "i'll be fine.."
    hu was the 1 hu said.."i alrdy gotten over it"
    HU was the one hu said "i am brave too!"

    fking lies..
    dumb liar..

    I am losing it again..
    fk la..

    PS..to the ccb driver at IMM todae..FK U..duno how to drive dun drive la! asshole..u dun fking diao my dad lik dat..u are lucky my mom's dere..otherwise wad u heard and saw me doing wasn jus dat small amount nia..i make sure i get down of the car and whack ur mother-fking ass..u heard me..and ya..jus to the respect of my dad..i didn point the fking finger to u..so be thankful..cos if i'm the driver..u would have gotten much worse treatment frm me..dun let me see u again..mark my words..i rmb ur car plate..mother fucker..

    突然模糊的眼睛..

    posted at 9:06 AM


    Saturday, November 29, 2008

    :

    Mr Benny's Lim wedding todae!


    So fast sia..


    It seems lik ytd dat i attended Miss Tan's wedding..


    though its lik jus a few months back...my feelings are totally different..


    began the dae being rather emo..sry bout dat...my sincere apolgies if i affected the grp in anw..and to those whu think i am attention seeking..i alrdy tried my best to not let it show..><




    but thx to 4B dudes..hahs..i cheered up a little..and by evening tym..i am back to my old self again..however..when i was alone..i started thinkin bout bullshits again..haii..


    anw..some overdue fotos (mostly frm cy's bdae celebration) lol..













    happy bdae to the nov peepo =D













    we were everybody's meant to be..


    did i fucked it up?


    or did we jus get bored?

    posted at 9:43 AM


    Friday, November 28, 2008

    :

    四十九天一转眼就过去了。。

    这是永远的再见。。

    bye..=)


    finally got somethings off my back..

    guessing no more..i got the answer =D

    thx..


    feeling soo shuang and light now!woots!



    shall update bout my recent activities in the next post! ciao peeeepppoooo!hahah!


    posted at 8:50 AM


    Tuesday, November 25, 2008

    :

    "I want you to love me, but I dont think you will."
    wander around as I repeat this to myself
    It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
    I'll say "I love you" to the one I love

    Do you love me or not?
    I don't care what the answer is, I just need to know!
    No matter how badly I desire to be with you
    There are many unchangeable things in this world
    and my love for you
    can't be stopped by anyone

    As 1000 nights pass, I long to tell you
    I have to let you know
    "I want you to love me, but I don't think you will."
    I wander around as I repeat this to myself
    It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
    I'll say "I love you" to the one I love
    Putting these feelings into words is so scary
    but I'll say "I love you" to the one I love

    The happiness we chance upon in our lives can't be expressed in words
    That's why we can only smile
    Why we sing "do re mi" among the vivid autumn colors
    With winter at our backs, and the spring sunbeams peeking through the leaves
    as to protect someone who's just been reborn

    As I looked at the road I'd traveled and the path ahead,
    my eyes were filled with cowardice
    I wanted to look into your eyes, but was afraid I wouldn't be honest
    I didn't want to know that you didn't love me
    and live the rest of my days alone
    That day, I kept on loving you without getting hurt

    As 1000 nights pass, I long to tell you
    I have to let you know
    "I want you to love me, but I don't think you will."
    I wander around as I repeat this to myself
    It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
    I'll say "I love you" to the one I love
    Even if my feelings aren't returned, I can say "I love you" to the one I love
    And that's the most beautiful thing in the world.

    愛されたい でも 愛そうとしない
    その繰り返しのなかを彷徨って
    僕が見つけた答えは一つ 怖くたって 傷付いたって
    好きな人には好きって伝えるんだ

    あなたが僕を愛してるか 愛してないか
    なんてことは もうどっちでもいいんだ
    どんなに願い望もうが
    この世界には変えられぬものが 沢山あるだろう
    そう そして僕があなたを 愛してるという事実だけは
    誰にも変えられぬ真実だから

    千の夜をこえて あなたに伝えたい
    伝えなきゃならないことがある
    愛されたい でも 愛そうとしない
    その繰り返しのなかを彷徨って
    僕が見つけた答えは一つ 怖くたって
    傷ついたって 好きな人には好きって伝えるんだ
    気持ちを言葉にするのは怖いよ
    でも 好きな人には好きって伝えるんだ

    この広い世界で 巡り会う喜びを言葉じゃ言い表せないね
    だから僕達は微笑み 色鮮やかに過ぎる秋をドレミで唄って
    冬を背に 春の木漏れ日を待ち
    新しく生まれ変わる 誰かを守れるようにと

    来た道と行き先 振り返ればいつでも 臆病な目をしていた僕
    向き合いたい でも 素直になれない
    まっすぐに相手を愛せない日々を
    繰り返しては ひとりぼっちを嫌がったあの日の僕は
    無傷のままで人を愛そうとしていた

    千の夜をこえて 今あなたに会いに行こう
    伝えなきゃならないことがある
    愛されたい でも 愛そうとしない
    その繰り返しのなかを彷徨って
    僕が見つけた答えは一つ 怖くたって
    傷付いたって 好きな人には好きって伝えるんだ
    その想いが叶わなくたって 好きな人に好きって伝える
    それはこの世界で一番素敵なことさ
     ..

    We loved dis song didn we..

    Sen no Yoru Koete

    posted at 4:31 AM


    Sunday, November 23, 2008

    :

    It has been a while since we started toking again

    But things are lik jus so different now..

    U dun seem to be the u 1 know a few months bak

    Mayb its my fault..

    An implusive moment ended everything dat was possible...

    I am reali tired of guessing..

    I wanna know...

    Give me a brk..

    Get it over and done with

    And move on with life..

    Shall we?

    Or should i sae..

    Shall i?

    funni how ppl expects u to be free when dey jio u out and when u try to get them to come out..dey make a bunch of rubbish excuses..dat i jus aint interested in..

    posted at 7:12 AM


    Saturday, November 15, 2008

    :

    雨淋湿了天空...

    毁得很讲究...

    wahh..wad a hectic week sia...finally settled some work and presentations..hahas..i aiming for a 3.0 gpa dis sem sia..duno can hit anot...but mus jiayou!!haha

    had LMS presentation ytd..den we were lik supposed to do a skit..(role play) on our anger story..my role was to act as a 'bad' team member dat kept on rejecting the main lead de idea la..hence making him angry...hahas...so in the mist of the skit..rejecting his ideas....i bu xiao xin go sae 'what the fuck' damn loudly..haha..den the tutor look up at me..wahh...i damn paiseh lahh..i was lik thinking omghorlanGGDIEE....why the f*** did i sae dat for..lol...

    我晒干了沉默...悔得很冲动..

    就算这次做错也只是怕错过..

    Went bugis todae..with Mk..Tang..Ong. & Merv..

    你说你不懂为何在这时牵手...

    bought MANY stuff..spend ALOT of moneh...lol...like..slightly over a 100 bucks??

    如果你想忘记...

    我也能失忆...

    presentations coming up nex wk!! DSS PBL due!!

    你送我的眼泪...

    让它留在雨天...

    well...sth to look forward to...

    把故事听到最后...

    才说再见...

    好吗?

    hols coming soon!!
    erm..lik 3-4wks tym?hahas





    要怎么证明..
    我没有力气...



    thats all for dis wk..ciao ppl!
    p.s. materine..u tag at the wrong tagboard..anw thx for ur concern though..i am fine now =D





    我只有那一天的回忆...

    posted at 8:16 AM


    Tuesday, November 11, 2008

    :

    Today's POST is for u!!<3








































    in case u still duno hu i am refering to...






























    U LARR...








































    Dont ask me sae hu lei...i shy lar..=P



































    HAHA..okok lar...tell u all lar...<33333





































    TADA!!






    HAPPY BDAY ALAN!!(ps dun hav a nicer foto of u)



    Figured out dat our present mayb not nice enough so decided to dedicate a blogpost to u...
    hope u enjoyed ur day..
    thx for being dere when i nid u man..(ok dis sounds wrong..)
    hahas..
    ok..end of post..
    HAPPY 17th Bday BRO!!

    nid ta start a new life =)

    posted at 6:28 AM


    Monday, November 10, 2008

    :

    Soccer-ed on Sat...

    Vomitted again..reali..wads wrong with me..

    pon Bmgt todae cos i was reali feeling unwell..

    walking abit unsteadily.. but managed to reach home..

    went bak to sch at 4 to do LMS video..pop-ed 2 panadols b4 going out..seemed to work..

    now...1.15am..nope..no fever yet..sore thorat here le...headache..since las wk?

    hang in dere my boi..project week dude..cannot fall sick..

    ciao all..nites..

    tempted to stop breathing...

    i reali had it..

    u can survive on ur own..rite?

    so can i

    ps: accuse me for everything u wanna..jus leave aft u are done..give me some peace..bitch..

    posted at 9:20 AM


    Friday, November 7, 2008

    :




    Went out 2dae!!













    Had dinner at Sakura Thai with Tang Ong and Alan(not in foto..LOL)



    after dat was movie





    Tada!Quantum Of Solace..although dun reali noe wad it stands for..but ya..hhaa..not a bad movie la..but definetely not the best bond movie..hahas..abit too draggy luh..lmaoo...but the action was great! from car fight to boat fight to plane fight woohoo..ZAI..
    End day with a hole in my pocket..frm ytd majong at jason hse to 2dae spend spree..lol..no money le!!





    same table..
    same tiles..
    wads diff..
    are the 3 players sitting around the table with me..
    its no longer him..him..and her..
    how are u guys now?
    你们还好吧?
    别来无恙?
    take care man..
    i wonder when can we be lik them?
    dont u? =)
    for i dun wish for dis story to end with an almost animore..><

    posted at 9:41 AM


    Tuesday, November 4, 2008

    :

    Sunday was fun..

    went to Crystal's hse for her bdae party with Jason.Erin..Brenda.Jeff..Samantha..Merlvin..Oswin..Ryan and Marcus..
    her hse is reali damn big sia...3 storeys and a living room bigger den my whole hse..
    loads and loads of fishes..
    1 old dog
    2 big rabbits
    and some giant spiders in the garden..lolol

    The buffet was great...esp the sushi and the curry..damn nice..ohh and the cake too..choc cake and durian cake..not forgetting some heineken to go along with it..(though its not as nice as dat day at SAHARA..hahs)

    As usual..ballacked and majong-ed
    and of cos as usual..i lost..lmao

    Went for movie at Plaza Sing today..
    Watched REC..
    damn..its damn giddy larr..
    run here run dere..nbs..
    ended up viomitting sia...(u are damn weak sia wc)
    but at least the show doesn hav a cliche ending..lol..

    u are fking pissed now..aren u
    u wanna tell some1 about it dun u?
    but aft going though ur msn list for several tyms..
    u still came to me rite?
    lol..seriously..U ARE PATHETIC WC..
    fking pathetic..
    comments about dis can be kept to urself..
    i dun nid it..
    fk off..

    posted at 8:21 AM


    Saturday, November 1, 2008

    :

    AHH..so fast wk 3 end liao..

    2 more wks left to complete the IAC project..LOL..

    anw work aside..

    YTD was damn fun.woohoo..

    Ended sch at 5..

    Went with Oswin to meet up with Jason and Erin..and hoho..we went pool-ing at IRC..hahas..gotta admit Oswin was prreetty gd sia..hahas..

    Played pool until bout 6.45 lik dat..after Brenda arrived...went for dinner at erm...wahh forgot whr liao..but anw food dere wasn dat nice..hahas..Marcus and Crystal joined us shortly after..

    Reached NP bout lik 8 20?Went for the NP@45 party..hahas..reali had fun seeing Marcus and Jason clown around..dancing with a devil's fork or sth lik dat..

    Left NP at bout 10?cabbed to boat quey for some drinks..hahas...met up with Ryan and Jeff dere..

    We chose to go SAHARA to drink..hahas..Erin..Oswin..Jason..Ryan and me shared a bucket of Heineken while the others ordered shots...We played blackjack the whole nite la..lost bout $10 la..walao..damn pain on my wallet..ordered more Heineken and drank even more..lol..

    Ended the day at bout 3am..and the bill was lik $160 la..wahlao..reali mus thank jeff for tanking the GST..otherwise reali..not enough money sia..hahas..and by dat tym..jason was walao..drunk?he solo 5 bottles of Heineken sia....i drink bout 2 and a half bot alrdy bth liao...face red plus giddy liao..hahas..lucky oswin was dere sia..took care of him and me..so i cabbed bak wid Oswin and Jason..alighted 1st..and Oswin went on to send Jason home..lolol...

    Drinking with them was fun luh..but den damn expensive siol..hahas..cannot go often!!




    ps:bout the qn on my las post..i dun reali noe the ans..jus heard some guy on the bus saying he is gonna visit his father's sister's husband's brother's son.so i was lik wondering if theres a shorter way of saying it..lol


    I'm wishing on a falling star..
    wondering whr u are..
    Do i ever cross your mind...

    posted at 6:20 AM