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Wednesday, August 27, 2008

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yoh all..
been quite awhile since my last post..but seems lik no1 reali cares..hahas..
my blog looks rather dead to me..lmao..
oh..btw..dis post is gonna be quite a emo post..so for those hu dun lik to read emo post de..jus leave dis blog bah..i dun see y u should read on..

stayed home all dae 2dae..
i let my mind wander..and i tot alot..
firstly..wasn i supposed to go out todae?to catch money no enough 2..y did i end up staying home all dae?woke up at 10 2dae..waited..jus waited..didn wanna call cs..cox mayb dere is dat last glimpse of hope..
tym reali flies..b4 i knew it..its 1 coming 2 le..finally went on9 to check..dat person was on9..so ok..wad should i do?or rather..wad can i do..NTH..i suppose..kana suan again dat i woke up late in the afternoon..but its ok..he didn noe..now..look here..i've flamed u once on my blog..i promised not to flame u again..but u broke ur promise..more den once..so y should i keep mine?u think all these is a joke?nt to me i m afraid..argh..dun even feel lik flaming u now..dis is the last tym u are gonna appear in the content of my post..enough..is enough

den oso..i had dis feeling..my pals..are using me..gt stuff..find me..nth de hua..dun even bother to contact..lik..
play dota..can at my hse..use my sis laptop..contact me..
wan find job..contact me..expect me to get a job for them..
to get enough ppl for a bball match..call me..

but i reali aint in much of ur plans anw rite?i can b left out of movies sessions..whr i wasn needed..i can b left at home to rot..when u are with someone impt..when u guys are havin fun..guess i mus b forgotten bah..& it doesn apply to a single clique of mine..its all of them in fact..i didn wanna sae it initially..it has been in me for quite sometym le..

ppl jus convinently forget my existance..i dun blame them..i am too quiet for my own gd le..someone..u wont even notice if he is walking beside u..i dun even speak up when i aint happi..mayb it has reached a pt whr i carn take it animore bah..but yea..i HATE being the invisible man..

bet u guys asked me along to the chalet cox u nided more ppl to share the cost bah
bet u ask me to go make the klass jacket cox u jus wanted more ppl to come along bah..and not the inital both of u
bet u ask me to go venture era with u so some1 can accompany u on ur long journey bah
bet u ask me to go play pool with u guys cox it will b different frm wad u 2 usually do rite?
bet u guys jio me to play bball cox u nided more ppl bah..
bet u tot i forgotten about my MP3 player bah..dat u said u were gonna compensate me
bet u think i dun mind u losing my hoodie and kept mum rite?
bet u think i am so damn free dat i hav to go help u settle ur psp at orchard?
bet u think i reali dun mind u not handing the econs assignment on tym
bet u reali think i dun mind u playing games while we were doing project?
bet U tok to me everynite las tym cox u are damn bored rite?
bet u guys tink i am a fool...u guys got dis rite..
i did all these..because i wanted to b a better friend.. but i think i failed..=/

dis are some stuffs i wanna blog out for quite a long tym..but afraid it will spoil my friendship..until some1 told me..if those were ur true friends..dey will wanna noe wads wrong..so yea..dis is it..for now..i dun wann u guys to read dis post..and come compare with me how much worse off u feel..how tired u are etc..to b frank..i aint interested..dere isn ani pt to see whose worse off..dere aint a prize for being the 'most worse off guy'
i hav reali refrain myself frm usin ani foul language while typing dis post..so if u guys wanna come and scold the fuck outta me..think again pls..wad i am doing now..is to avoid dat..

tym flies..looking bak at the tym when poly jus started..and my post on the 1st dae of sch..how much hav changed..i wish time will jus stop den..everything wil b perfect den..

lastly..some stuff dat i left unsaid..

my dad..came bak..and left again..=/
i flunked my bstats test..rdy to retake..
startin work nex wk..
thank u for listening to my rantings..esp u mich..=)
&& for the last tym..I MISS YOU..><

她会过得好好的
不要去打扰她
不可以去打扰
我是这样说服自己的

yet again..i have been made a fool..
2nd tym le..
wounds frm the 1st case still hurts..
but now the 2nd?
spare me..

carrying on with a smile =)
its all blogged out and over..=)

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Wednesday, August 27, 2008

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